Chapter 23
Amirah
I lay back down in my bed for the 300th time after checking on Stylan. I know he is fine but Max really worked a number on me mentally pulling that stunt. I bet getting me to dinner was his whole plan. It's just like him to see me happy and doing OK to want to ruin it. I feel I could possibly be starting to hate him. I'm so irritated, but I need to sleep. Stylan has a fencing lesson tomorrow. I smile at the thought of seeing Donnie. I feel so safe when I'm with him. It's unlike any feeling I have ever had with Max. I sigh and roll back over and open my laptop. I've been digging around on Fet life and a few other sites to learn more about Big and little relationships. It's almost like a journey of self discovery. I think I finally found my thing. I has jumped into a
