I owe this female everything.
She deserves to have everything.
So much has been as is being taken away from her.
Even though inside the hurt that I will not be able to have more beautiful vamp-pups with Fae burns me to the core.
I can’t show her that though, she already has so much on her mind and her plate.
It’s a good thing we never got to the part of our relationship where we talk about having children. Then she would have known that I want a whole pack full. I have always wanted a large family. I never had siblings. It’s dangerous for vampire females to have pregnancies, many have died from hemorrhaging during giving birth. But I thought since my Fae was a wolf, the possibility of a large family was actually pretty good.
Now, I will keep my pain to myself.
“I knew you were
