“God, do you even know what it feels like to love another human being?” Colton shakes me awake when we land back to North Side. I follow him out of the plane, a black car stands there waiting for our arrival. I sit in the back seat with him as he stares out of the window with his hand on my thigh. I hold my breath and awkwardly shift. He notices my discomfort me and pulls me directly into his lap. I grab onto the seat nervously as we drive around the town which I had gotten used to until a few months ago. The streets seem to have been fixed, and they have built many of the buildings. It doesn’t look like an attack had happened but deep down you could feel the sadness circling around it. The car stops at a house. It’s large and there are many security guards all around it. He leads me i

