*Axel POV*
It has been nearly a week without Jade.
6 days without her by my side.
6 days without her smile.
6 days without her lips.
6 days without her arms wrapped around me.
6 days without her scent that calms me.
6 days with a cold bed.
6 days without her smart ass voice putting me in my place.
6 days without the brightness she brings to my life.
6 days without my reason for living.
To say I am struggling would be an understatement. I can’t sleep, I hardly eat, anything that I manage to get down is tasteless and feels like it scrapes down my throat. I know I look like s**t, my dark circle have dark circles, my light stubble looks more like a ratty beard. I am not sure that I would look out of place sitting amongst homeless people.
I try and hold it togethe
