“Now speak.” He ordered folding his hands.
I really do not know what to say to him or how to start apologizing for being such a jerk to him, for allowing myself to think I wasn’t capable of being loved by anyone else just because a psycho broke up with me.
I know I should be ashamed of what I did but I just couldn’t bring myself to say all that to him cause it would definitely make me look weak and vulnerable to him.
Am I willing to allow myself to cry or feel weak in his presence? Can I trust him enough to show him my weak self? Do I know him well enough to that extent of letting my guards down? All these thoughts kept coming into my head as I stood in front of him.
“Aren’t you going to say anything to me?” He asked, jolting me out of my thoughts and brin
