The fledgling feelings of warmth of family, and the faint hope of the possibility of a life with André fled like dry leaves in a wind. They were replaced with resignation and anger. Resignation to the conclusion that a committed relationship was out of his reach, and anger at Jeff for being the agent of those thoughts, bringing with him reminders of failed relationships and betrayal.
“What do you want? What are you doing here?” he said letting his anger show.
“Hi guys,” Jeff sang out in his usual charming way. “Just dropped by to see how André was doing.”
Realizing he was making a scene, Ryan backed down. He turned to the group and said, “Uh this is Jeff. He and I were…” He faltered.
“Ryan and I were work buddies. I used to work at the U. I met André last week when I came to visit.”
