Instead of just grabbing a sweatshirt I decided to get completely dressed for the day. I felt way too bare in just my pajamas. In front of Elias I was okay but with Ennis here and his wandering eyes…. It was like I was completely naked even with clothes on. Just when I thought everything was cool, when I felt like I could begin to settle in with Elias and start a life with him, even with Ennis coming to stay, I didn’t think it would change anything. I was completely thrown off guard and any sort of comfort I had been feeling…it was suddenly pulled out from under me. So darn short lived…. This was supposed to be a completely happy time for Elias and I. Finally back together, getting to know each other as a couple… By the time I made it back to the kitchen it was empty and Elias left me a

