" You haven't been yourself lately ."
My brother's words didn't surprise me , I knew I hadn't been myself lately … had been far from it in fact . After letting Krystal go that night I felt like I'd left a piece of me behind ever since .It's only been a f*****g few days and yet I already felt like I was closer to dying with every second I wasn't near her . In fact , I spent most of my time with my eyes closed for it was the only way I could see the princess's face . Seeing her image in my head was the only thing that gave me the strength to keep moving forward these days … that and the fact that she was alive . I had to keep reminding myself that I had done what was best for her . Yet , every single time I closed my eyes and saw her beautiful face I wanted to slap myself for letting her go
