Chapter 24 Ana I decided not to wait. About half an hour after Tate had left and I'd had a panic attack, I calmed down, put on some other clothes, and went to the store. I bought some steel wool. I can't kiss James before I've cleaned my lips. I know that it wasn't my fault that James kissed me, but I still feel so guilty. It's not like I was unfaithful or anything since my lips were so tightly shut and I pushed him away and everything, but the guilt is eating me up alive. And I don’t want Tate’s disgusting germs on my lips. I should tell James, right? Yeah I know I should, I shouldn't keep it from him. He'll understand, right? I don't know actually. I hope he understands. What if he gets really angry? I have to explain what really happened, if I do that he'll understand, I know he will

