Julie's POV:
I would have to say, I felt so much better after my emotional breakdown with Derek. I hadn't let my emotions go like that in what felt like forever. It also helped to be in his arms like I was too. I could smell his cologne as I stood in his embrace and the heat from his body felt really good even though I was already warm and hot from the outside air and from my crying.
After several minutes, I found myself just standing there holding him just because I didn't really want to let him go. It felt so long since I had been in a man's arms that appeared to care for me. Having him hold me reminded me a lot of Blaze and it was causing me to miss him again. I wiped a tear from my eyes a couple of times as I stood there and thought about him. He was my first love and I will always
