I'd been thinking... how we got into this. We were fine. I knew we were... or was it just me?
I started questioning myself. Did I actually know him? Was there a time when I bothered myself to know more about him?
I... don't know.
I don't know anymore.
But it wasn't like I don't know... I was just hiding the truth to myself. Ayokong aminin na ako 'yong nagkulang sa'min.
Ano bang ginagawa ko? Ano bang iniisip ko? Akala ko ba alam ko nang dito kami papunta una pa lang? I'd been expecting this. Sila naman talaga 'yong para sa isa't-isa. Stepping stone lang ako para sa kanila. Pagsubok na kailangang lagpasan para mas tumibay sila. Pang-support lang ako sa relationship nila... alam ko 'yon una pa lang. Kaya bakit ganito?
"This is hard... right?" Nabalik ako sa wisyo ko nang marinig ang
