Moonwalker

Prologue

"I don't love you." She blurts out of nowhere.

In instant my heart breaks into pieces. I never thought this would come so fast. I'm trying to refrain myself from crying in front of her.

"W-What?" I tried so hard not wanting my voice to crack.

"I said I don't love you, anymore. Maybe we lost the spark or the time. Our life we spent was not enough. I don't know why? The only thing I know is one day I woke up realizing I don't feel anything. I'm sorry" she said while looking at me with worry eyes not pain nor guilt but worry instead.

For you whom you're worried about? Is it about me?

"How come? All the years we've been though were nothing to you? Sorry? Funny Hahaha "I hissed and sarcastically laugh but my eyes betrayed me.

"I don't know, Justine" she avoided my stare.

"Do you have another again?" I accused her.Pained was shown on my eyes as my heart felt.

"No, it's just the spark we have is longer there" she pointed her chest.

"Don't do this please, I'll do everything to make it up" I pleading said

"Sorry, Justine I'm too tired of our relationship"

"Tired? all this years, you would tell me again that you're tired?"

Unbelievable! this is not happening right now. Maybe this is just a prank. I tried to look for people around but coincidentally there's none. I feel frustrated .Pain is consuming deeper than before.

"Justine, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean this to happened" she tried to wipe my tears but I swat her hand and I wipe it myself.

"Don't touch me, I keep understanding you even you lose your time in me. I keep understanding you even you have cheated and even you hurt me so many times. I keep understanding you even you're at fault. I keep understanding you but now it's too much." 

I bowed my head while my eyes full with tears.

"Justine, I'm really sorry." she tried to hug me but I distance myself from her.

"I will keep loving you but not this time. Bye" I walked away from her. 

The walked turn to run and my eyes get blurred.

"Justine!" she shouted my name but my feet suddenly stop. She has this control all over me but now I continue  now it's nothing . I won't look at her with smile anymore.

My heart can't take it anymore. I keep trying, I keep doing everything but that was not enough to hold her.

I wish I have a power to erase this pain.

I wish I can walk around the world without worrying about the flight, I'm tired of this place. 

I wish I can do things that make her hold me.

Hope in my next life everything would be different than this.

I will always love you, Harison San Agustin ,even you hurt me.

Jay crossed the street not minding the fast car approaching. The car beeps to alert her but it's too late for a step. It screeched towards her trying to stop but the break can't hold it hard and bumped her. A loud thud was heard and people who were passingby gasp at the person lying on the street with so much blood around.

Maybe this is the best way to end my life. I wish to be born new not these painful life. I'm tired of pursuing someone. I'm tired of crying so many nights keeping it to myself not letting everyone knows.I'm tired of this life.

As Justine closed her eyes that was the time she lost her sadness life. A light from the sky travelled straight to Justine's body warping it out.

The gray sky poured with tears saying 'I have you'. Ambulance is coming towards the area of the accident but the body was gone.

People was wondering what happened. The driver of the fast car bumped the post was the only body retrieve from the scene. 

*****

The girl realized that deep down in her heart she still loved Justine. The pain burned her heart after the person walked away from her.

She looked the path where Justine run.She want to go after her and talked again. The sky joined her sadness and wish she didn't say it. Raindrops fall hard while she's still standing there waiting Justine to come back again.  Memories they have rush to her like new open folder.

"How I going to leave my life without you, right now?"

"What I have done?"

"I lose the person I love the most"

"Justine!"

She breaks down and cried loud while calling the person that she wants to be with. The pain consumed her and one thing she perceive to do was get back her again.

*****

-Life is so Short -

Make it memorable and colorful.

Strive for living not throwing it.