Away I thought I'm ready for this day. I expected this to happen but when the day comes, I realized... Hinding-hindi ako magiging handa sa mga bagay na ayaw kong matapos. Today, I can't let go of Sloan but, I have to. I treated him as my own and he sees me as his real mother. He's too young to understand our situation so, I didn't tell him a thing about Lia. Hindi pa niya iyon maiintindihan. Maguguluhan lang siya at ayokong mangyari iyon. But now... Hindi ko alam kung paano magsisimula. Kahit pa nang makalapag na ang eroplanong sinakyan namin sa siyudad ay hindi pa rin ako mapakali. I was just holding him tight in my arms, not wanting to let go. Natutulog siya't nakasiksik sa aking leeg. While Mallory was just behind me as well as Azar who carried our luggage. "Aamon will be here

