I broke down that night. I just... I broke down, again. I sat there, for hours, just crying. Akala ko ngayon, kapag 'inuna' ko ang sarili ko, na kapag mas pinahalagahan ko 'tong sarili ko, magiging ayos ang lahat. Na mas magiging masaya ako. Pero bakit gano'n? Watching Keith leave, watching him leave me alone, in the middle of the rain, it's... it's painful. Everything's painful. Everything's just as painful as they were before when I was lovig Gino. Akala ko aayos ang lahat pero bakit gano'n? Bakit parang mas lalo lang tumindi 'yong sakit? Bakit mas lalo lang tumindi 'yong pighati at bigat na nararamdaman ko?
We were so lost that we said words... words that we both didn't wanted to hear. Words that we never wanted the other to know. And knowing Keith, he's always calm and understanding
