L.D.R

Chapter 6

I thought about what Nurse Renz said to me. Maybe this man will help me to forget the pain caused by what JC and Mina did to me.

"oh ano napatulala ka na dyan. wag mo nang pag isipan alam kong makakatulong sayo iyan para kahit papaano ay maibsan ang sakit na nararamdaman mo."ikinaway pa ni Renzy ang kamay sa tapat ng aking mukha.

Napangiti ako sa isiping iyon.

"akina nga iyang cellphone mo at stalk natin si pogi"agaw ni Renz sa phone ko.

"ikaw talaga Renzy kung anu anung kalokohan pumapasok sa utak mo.

I don't know why I can't block that guy, it's like something is stopping me, I feel like I have a connection with the guy who always chats with me.

I followed what Nurse Renz said, we stalked Amir Umali's account, I was surprised by what was posted on the f*******: account. It turned out that he had already been to the Philippines to visit his nanny.

When my messenger suddenly rang, Amir Umali made a video call.

"hoy bakla tumatawag si pogi sayo"sabay abot ni Renzy sa akin ng phone.

Hindi ko malaman kung sasagutin ko ba o hindi. Pero parang may kung anu na nag tutulak sa akin para sagutin ang video call niya. Kusang gumalaw ang mga daliri ko para sagutin ang video call ng lalaking iyon.

"hello"nakangiti niyang sabi, kita ko ang mapupula niyang labi at maganda niyang mga mata.

Siniko ako ni Renzy. Para bang namagnet ako sa napakagwapo niya mukha.

"hoy Jah Hello daw bakit hindi ka sumagot."malanding saad ni Renzy.

"ha ah eh Hello"kandautal kong sagot.

"How are you dear"muli niyang tanong.

"Im fine"nakangiti kong sagot.

"ang gwapo niya Jah nakakakilig"halos magkandaihi sa kilig ang katabi kong Si Renzy.

"Renzy lumubay ka nga dyan napakaarte mo"pigil ko kay Nurse Renz.

"thank you for answering my call" said Amir.

"I'm sorry, I'm just too busy so I can't answer your all calls" i said

"it's ok no problem i understand" he said.

"who's the guy besides you, is he your fiance" he asked again.

"ah he is my friend, he is Renz" sagot ko.

"hello Im beautiful and sexy Renz"singit ni Nurse Renz sabay kaway sa lalaking kausap ko.

"oh your soo funny man."natawa ito sa sinabi ni Nurse Renz.

"oh no! im not a man im a beautiful woman"sagot ni Renzy.

The man I was talking to laughed out loud,

"oh I got that, you are gay, a woman in a man's body, am I right" he said with a smile.

"yes you are right, pogi" malanding saad ni Renzy.

Natatawa ako sa usapan ng dalawa.

"pogi means handsome? am i right dear" amir asked me.

"yes you are right" saad ko.

"by the way how old are you dear" Amir ask me.

"im twenty five" sagot ko.

Nurse Renz was quietly listening to our conversation with Amir.

"I'm three years older than you, im twenty eight, but im still single." said Amir.

"Why are you still single until now?"singit ni Nurse Renz.

"because I was looking for the woman I would love, but when I found her, it turned out that she was getting married." he said something regretfully.

Hindi ako nakakibo alam kong sakin siya nakatingin.

"If it's okay with you, can I attend your wedding, I just want to see you on the last day you're still single." Amir asked me again.

I was surprised by what he said.

Alam niya ang lahat tungkol sa akin sa kadahilanang lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ko ay ipinopost ko sa f*******: account ko.

"How come you're in another country" shock ako sa sinabi nya.

"Tell me the date of your wedding, and I will come back to the Philippines,again" he said seriously.

"Are you serious"hindi ako makapaniwala sa sinabi niya.

"yes im serious"may paninindigan niyang sagot sakin.

"Wait, how can you attend my friend's wedding, there won't be a wedding?"singit muli ni Nurse Renz.

""what? what did you say beautiful gay" kita ko ang gulat sa mukha ni Amir ng marinig ang sinabi ni Nurse Renz.

"oh I want that! I'm beautiful" kinikilig pa na sagot ni Renzy kay Amir.

"but just a moment, what did you say before" Amir asked to Nurse Renz.

"do you understand Philippines language"Renzy asked Amir.

"yes i understand why".may pag tatakang sagot ni Amir.

"ang sabi ko hindi na matutuloy ang kasal ng kaibigan ko"saad ni Renzy kay Amir.

"anu ba renzy pati ba naman iyan sasabihin mo pa sa kanya"bawal ko kay Renzy.

"eh anu naman Jah wala naman masama, hindi ikaw ang may kasalanan upang hindi matuloy ang kasal ninyo. sila ang gumawa sayo ng kawalang hiyaan hindi ikaw."sagot sakin ni Renz.

"it's ok dear, honestly I'm sad about what happened to you, I know you're going through something bad right now. Remember I'm here if you want to talk I'm here, I'm just waiting for you" kita ko sa mga mata ni Amir ang sincerity niya.

"don't worry Amir I'm ok"sagot ko na nakayuko.

"don't be sad dear, I'm here to help, you get out of the pain you're feeling" may pag aalala niyang sabi sakin.

"ang bait mo naman pogi"singit muli ni Renzy.

"my nanny taught me to be kind to others and also My nanny taught me about the tradition of the Filipinos, it is different from the tradition of my country, that parents have the right to choose their children's marriage partners. Fix marriage has become our tradition." said Amir.

"you mean bata ka palang may babae nang nakalaan sayo para pakasalan mo" tanung ni Renzy kay Amir.

"yes" Amir said

"naku mahirap yan panu kung hindi mo mahal ang babaing dapat mong paksalan" ask Renzy.

"but you need to have to follow the tradition"saad ni Amir.

"Pogi kung ikaw ang tatanungin susunod kaba sa tradition nyo"walang lubay na kakatanung ni Renzy.

"it depends on whether the woman I love will love me even if I haven't seen her in person yet" said amir.

"you mean you loved someone"pag uusisa ni Renzy.

"yes i have seen her"said amir.

"Anu ba Renzy ang dami mong tanung kay Amir hindi na naubos ang tanung mo."pag saway ko kay Renzy.

"it's ok dear I enjoyed talking with your friend"said Amir.

Nakaupo siya sa isang swivel chair.

"But we need to rest Amir, we have work later" saad ko habang hawak ang aking cellphone.

"ok take a rest dear if it's ok with you I'll call you again, later." amir said.

"Ok no problem" saad ko.

"Thanks dear, bye" amir said.

"bye" sabay kaway ng aking kamay.

Then i end up the video call of Amir.

I temporarily forgot what I was going through, because of Amir, I felt better at that time.