Jacko Nag-uunahan sa paglandas ang mga luha sa aking mga mata, sobrang maga na nito. I am still speechless, feeling dumbfounded because of what I just discovered. Di ko maintindihan kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman. The reason why Dad wasn't able to be back to us, was because he was ill, got into an accident and was hospitalized for months. He suffered financial breakdown at di intention na iwanan ako. The things that I didn't know. I harboured too much pain and resentment through the years because of that. All my life revolved on hating him and hating the woman I thought was her woman, but only to find out that she is the real woman in his life not us. What a turn of events. The reality slaps me hard with the truth. I need to read mom's letter to know her reasons. But I think I nee

