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"Aren't you madaya?''
Kunut noo ko syang tinignan.
"Tigilan mo ko.'' masungit na sagot ko. Hindi daw nakalimutan eh hindi nga ako hinanap.
''I know, i should have done better than being sorry for myself because you left. When you left, i didnt know how to function well. I drink, sleep then drink the next morning. I was too wasted. I even resigned if not terminated by my father.'' He chuckled. I was lost of words and maybe i wanted to hear these from him. "I lost you, then i lost my self baby. After all the pain, the sadness, the disappointments.. . I dont know, i just woke up one day i was angry at you. Then slowly i get back to my old self and there i realize that that anger keeps me going, so i kept it. But when i saw you entering that club, i dont know how i feel. I wanted to
