Surreal The cold wind was roughly blowing on me but I didn't mind the cold while I watched the sun set and the sky started to be painted with twilight colors from our veranda. I was tightly holding on to the wrist watch I gave Silver like it was the only thing where I could pull out strength to continue believing that he's not yet dead. I refused to believe that he's already gone when we were just about to start living a life together under one roof; to exchange vows, promises and rings that will symbolize our eternal love; to create a family we once talked about. "Iarra..." I heard my brother call me but I didn't even bother turning to him. I didn't want to hear whatever he had to say. "Silver's parents want to ask if you want to come with them. Magtitirik sila ng kandila at mag-aala

