After the restaurant we went straight to his condo. I can't do anything. I just go with the flow. Magulong magulo yong isip ko pero nagawa kong mag shower at magtootbrush gamit yong kanya, at pinahiram niya rin ako ng t shirt at boxer. Pagod na pagod yong isip at katawan ko kaya nauna na akong humiga sa kama niya. Im thinking if Im still inside the delusion. Siguro bukas pa ako makakalabas. After I have enough sleep. Tama. I need to rest my mind. Eenjoyin ko nalang itong delusyon na ito na kasama ko nga si Big. I keep on calling El but his cellphone is off. Nakakainis, kailangan ko ng makakausap ngayon. "You look troubled" I gaze up at Big who's wearing a white shirt and a cotton pajama. He is so handsome with chisselled good looks and hypnotic eyes. Dahan dahan siyang umupo sa tabi

