I immediately buried my face on the soft pillow when I successfully entered the room of the hotel, both Ram and I are silent for the whole walk, the only noisy person is River, he kept on telling me about his cute little encounters with people and some random things. I sighed heavily when I remembered the thing that we did earlier, that's just so wrong... But why doesn't it feel wrong at all? A scary thing. Even though Ram said that he doesn't have a wife, it is still wrong cause we're both men. Men shouldn't do those kind of things right? Doesn't he feel disgusted? We just met. We shouldn't be doing nasty things. We must not rather. But the scariest part here is... I don't feel gross out at all. I wonder why? I am not gay. And that's for sure. That's not the first time I've been kis

