I sighed before puffing a smoke on my cigarette, it’s been a month, we never talk again nor see each other. As for the mansion, the firm contacted me and asked if it's okay to change the head since the Engineer— Ramzes turn down the project. I gladly accept it, why not? I shouldn't take away his freedom to choose, I shouldn't insist. He doesn't want to see me, I hurt him, his family and the other people involved. I should suffer more. All I did was to work every morning until the afternoon then go back to my mansion immediately to drink, even though I hate drinking hard liquors, I did it. I drank every night. I seldom smoke but I haven't skip any of my cig for the past weeks. I hardly dipped my stick on the ashtray before storming out of my room, then fished out my car keys inside the p

