Love me or Hate me

Chapter 40 Clinging

Chapter 40

The room looks so expensive napaka ganda tingnan nang marmol black tiles na na sahig at dingding it's so beautiful.

"Woah.. luxury is everywhere.. sa isang Voclain, hmp, so lucky Jenna"

Iiling iling na bulong niya at dumiretso nang lakad papunta sa banyo.

May dalawang shower curtain ngunit ang ikanagulat niya ay ang shower room ni Austin na salamin, tagos at kitang kita mula sa kinatatayuan niya ang shower room.

"Shower room na tagos!"

Pumihit siya pabalik to lock the door at dumiretso na sa shower room.

Habang nasa banyo ay hindi parin mawala sa isip niya ang sitwasyon nila ni Austin ngayon hindi niya kaya na makasama si Austin parang gustong gusto na niyang tumakas.

Malabong malabo na hindi sila magkikita ni Jenna, kahit bilang Verna alam niyang darating ang panahon na mangyayari iyon.

She can't imagine kung anong magiging reaksyon nito at ni Austin kung ngayon panga lang na wala na si Jenna ay aburido na ito paano pa kaya oras na magkita sila ni Jenna baka ikulong nalang siya nito.

Dumiretso siya sa banyo at naligo, pinulupot niya ang twalya sa ulo niya at kinuha ang paper bag.

"What the...?"

Nang makita niya ang damit but she has no choice.

Nakailang ikot pa siya sa salamin nako- conscious siya because of this clothes.

It was a playsuit, na de zipper mula sa collar pababa hanggang puson, at napaka iksi din dahil kalahati lang nang hita niya ang haba niyon and it's fitted kitang-kita ang hubog nang katawan niya dahil doon and she felt conscious she dried her hair, using a towel at nag dadalawang isip pa kung lalabas.

She look at herself in the mirror again before decided to got out of the bathroom at nakita niya si Austin mukhang umorder lang ito nang pagkain na nakapatong na sa ibabaw nang dining table while he was sitting habang naka de kwatro at nasa hita ang laptop na mukhang busy pa dahil hindi na napansin ang pagdating niya.

Humikab ito at dahil doon ay napabaling ito sakanya he frowned and scanned her face down to her body.

"That's..."

Isinara nito ang laptop at napailing.

"Is that the clothes that I gave to you.?"

"Yes..?"

Alanganing sagot niya dito.

"Why, do it look terrible on me? Hindi ba bagay?"

Kinakabahan tanong niya dito but instead of replying ay ibinaba ni Austin ang laptop sa center table at isinara.

He stood up and walked towards her napatingala siya dito she felt nervous sa paraan nang pagkakatitig nito sakanya.

"No, you're perfect, let's go and eat nagutom akong bigla" he almost whispered

Kita niya ang paglunok ni Austin nang malapitan siya nito.

"Okay.." and she turned around dahil narin sa kaba sa reaksyon nito.

Ngunit nagulat siya nang bigla siyang kabigin ni Austin sa bewang at yakapin mula sa likod.

Her heart suddenly stop beating lalo na nang maramdaman niya ang mainit na kamay nito sa balat niya, his warm body,and her cold skin at pakiramdam niya ay nagtaasan ang balahibo sa batok niya nang maramdaman ang mainit na hininga nito sa leeg niya

"Did you use my soap..?"

Austin sniffed her neck at hindi niya maiwasang napakagat labi.

Her heart beats na akala mo tatalsik na mula sa ribcage niya her breathing became hard at napahawak siya sa braso ni Austin na unti-unting humihigpit ang pagkakayakap sakanya.

"A-Austin--"

But Austin brushes is nose from her neck to her earlobe at lalo niyang nahigit ang paghinga she tried to remove his hands.

"Don't, or else I will ripped off your clothes.." banta nito.

" W-what?! "

Napalunok siya sa sinabi nito, her toes curled lalo na nang maramdaman na niya ang mga labi nito na dahan-dahang hinahalikan siya sa leeg.

Kakaibang kilabot ang hatid nang bawat pag dampi nang labi ni Austin sa balat niya, Austin hands starts traveling down to her waist to her hips pababa sa hita niya, tila may kuryenteng dumadaloy sa balat niya and the sensation is tingling randam niya hanggang sa tiyan niya.

Lalo na nang maramdaman na niya ang kamay nito sa hita niya.

" A-Austin.. "

"Your smells gave me an arousal,your smell was turning me on" Austin whispered and bit her earlobes gently.

"I felt greedy Cassidy.."

Austin whispered and she was curious about what he said.

'.greedy..? '

"A-Austin let me go--"

"Stay.." he commanded lowering his voice ngunit lumuwag na ang pagkaka yakap nito sakanya.

But she can still feel his warm breath he was just hugging her now at nang pasimpleng sinilip niya ito he was leaning on her shoulder while his eyes were shut at hindi niya maiwasang mapa kagat labi.

He look so adorable, parang napaka bait ni Austin sa paningin niya, she was wishing inside her heart na sana maging ayos parin ang pagsasama nila.

'.. he was enjoying my warm and we're the same.. Austin you're still giving me this unfamiliar feeling na hindi ko parin mapangalanan.. '

At kung anuman ang nararamdaman niya ngayon ay kailangan niyang labanan, because Austin was never hers.

"Can.. can we eat now, I'm hungry.."

She whispered gently.

".hmm.."

He sounded like he already falls asleep.

'.ano bang pinag gagagawa nang lalaki na to? Akala ko naman dinadama niya ang yakap sakin yun pala natutulog.. '

Naiinis na tanong niya sa sarili.

She tried to remove his hands mula sa pagkakayakap nito at bumitaw naman si Austin she turned around and faced him habang salubong ang kilay.

'siguro kung si Jenna ang kasama mo, hindi ka ganyan nuh? Samantalang pag ako! Hmp! '

"What?"

His brows raised.

"Where's Greg?" Embes na tanong niya.

And that turns his mood sour nilampasan siya nito at dumiretso aa kusina.

"Wag kang mag hanap nang tao na wala dito Cassidy"

He responded coldly and she stiffed dumiretso ito sa mesa at nilabas ang laman nang mga paper bag.

'.. is he jealous?.. '

" Why are you still standing there? Akala ko ba gutom kana? "

Supladong tanong nito sakanya and she can't help but smile parang ansarap nitong asarin ngayon.

She walked towards him and beamed dahilan para mangunot ang noo ni Austin.

"Why are you making that face?"

Naiinis na tanong nito at lihim naman siyang natatawa.

"You just look adorable"

And she giggled while Austin look astonished while looking at her.

Ngunit nangunot ang noo nito at mukhang na realize ang sinabi niya.

"Wait, what? Did you just call me adorable?"

Mula sa pagsasalubong nang kilay ay sumilay ang isang gwapong ngiti sa labi nito at pakiramdam niya ay kinilig siya.

This is the smile of Austin she meet before, his cute smile and adorable facial expressions.

She walked towards him at tinulungan itong ilabas ang pagkain mula sa loob nang bag but she stopped nang nahawakan ni Austin ang kamay niya at napatingala siya dito.

Austin was staring at her, in their hands, and her heart beat rapidly again gusto niyang mapailing.

'.. not again Austin stop this already you're giving me heart aches and head ache.. '.piping sigaw nang isip niya and pulled her hands.

Napakunot noo naman si Austin.

"Why did you pulled your hands"

She turned sideways at dumiretso sa lagayan nang plato at kubyertos.

"I'm hungry.."

Yun nalang ang nasabi niya at kumuha nang plato at mga kutsara para sa kanila.

Austin didn't talk after at nakamasid lang ito sa kaniya nang ilapag niya ang mga plato sa mesa.

"Do you have any drinks here?"

"Red wine"

Sagot agad nito.

She nodded ar binuksan ang refrigerator nito at wala ngang iba red wine at mga alcohol lang ang nasa ref nito.

"Sit down, Cass"

Utos ni Austin nang maipatong niya ang wine sa mesa.

She obeyed him at naupo while Austin do the rest it's not a usual dinner dahil steak iyon at ilang mga salad.

"These meat is just medium rare,"

Tukoy nito sa steak na nilabas nito mula sa isang magandang container.

" I don't like medium rare, I wanted a tender meat Austin, ayaw ko nang hilaw"

Naka ungos niyang sabi Austin nodded and took the meat at nilagay nito sa oven and heat it.

At habang naghihintay Austin sat besides her ngunit nagulat siya nang biglang sandalan siya nito sa balikat at nagsimulang amoy-amoyin ang balikat niya.

" You're so sexy, "he whispered at napalunok siya.

" Stop.."

" Stop..? Why, are you taking their attention,? "

"Attention of whom? "

She was curious of what he was spitting again.

Ngunit embes na sumagot Austin held her hands, at dinala nito sa labi.

" Just look at me Cass, just look at me.."

Napatitig siya kay Austin and he was staring at her intently while giving her a piercing gaze.

And gently kissing her hands and it makes her heart beat rapidly.

'.. gosh! Austin what are you doing?!.. '

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