Love me or Hate me

Chapter 45 This game is mine,😈

Chapter 45

Natawa nang pagak si Austin ngunit hindi na siya nito nilingon.

"You still deceived me Cassidy no matter what you say"

Patuya nitong sabi at nagngit-ngit siya sa inis dito.

'.. why did he keep on pushing me? What did I do?.. '

Tuluyan na siyang nauubusan nang pasensiya.

"Yes, I admit nakipag pustahan ako kay Jenna" she finally snapped "because I trusted you so much that time., but don't talk to me like I'm really the one who's at fault Austin, I never betrayed you but you sleep with Jenna, because you think I'm not enough for you right? And she's better and I can still see it now you never listen to me you never gave me a chance to speak the truth and I hate you for that! "

Her voice raised hindi na niya napigilang ang emosyon,matagal na niyang kinikimkim iyon sa sarili niya,now Austin was acting like an as*hole na siya ang laging sinusumbatan nito about thier past na kung tutuosin he was the reason why they broke up.

Kung hindi dahil sa alak ay hindi niya kayang sabihin ang totoo kay Austin lahat nang sama nang loob niya coz he was blaming it all on her at kung dati ay nananahimik lang siya ay hindi na ngayon.

May kasalanan din naman ito.

"Wait, what?" Bakas sa boses ni Austin ang gulat sa mga sinabi niya habang salubong ang kilay.

Nilingon siya ni Austin na halata na naguguluhan ito sa nga sinasabi niya.

But she's not done yet,

"You are just thinking about yourself Austin, you're so selfish you never ask me,after kung ano bang nararamdaman ko, after seeing you sleep with her kahit may relasyon tayo noon Austin you never asked about what I feel,.all you know is I deceived you right? But how about that?, you and Jenna betrayed me"

Gumaralgal ang boses niya hindi na niya napigilan lahat nang ala-ala at sakit na kinimkim niya lahat ay parang sumabog na.

Salamat sa alkohol pero hindi pa siya tapos ibubuhos na niya ang lahat bago siya nito palayasin

"Ikaw, nasikmura mong humalik nang ibang babae nang mga panahong iyon, while we are still together dahil lang ba sa hindi ko kayang ibigay ang lahat sayo? You a**hole! You even f*ck other woman and this is obviously a gaslighting, giving me all of your gullible explanations and twisting the stories "

Kita niya ang pagtitiim bagang ni Austin she can see how his grip tightened sa manibela nito but she doesn't care anymore she wanted to hurt him more nang malaman na ang babaeng pinagkakatiwalaan din nito ay niloloko lang din ito ngayon.

"She was getting married Austin so stop, you're just going to hurt yourself"

Her voice lowered but her tears started to fall in her cheeks at pakiramdam niya ay nawala ang kalasingan niya.

Pinunas niya ang mga mata ngunit walang ampat ang mga luha niya.

Biglang tumigil ang sasakyan ni Austin, and she remember where they are now, sa Bachelor's Pad nito.

"So.. that's the reason.."

Pagak itong natawa at nang lingunin niya ito ay nagtatanggal na ito nang seat belt tila hindi man lang inintindi ang mga sinabi niya.

"So, why didn't you talk to me? Instead of looking for another man Cassidy" his voice is full of hatred and sarcasm.

Bumaling sakanya si Austin, displeasure is in his voice and face literally, she chuckled after realizing what he say, she remember na sinabi nga pala niya dito na nagka boyfriend pa pala siya nang anim after him.

She shook her head at pinunas ang luha.

"It's none of your business Austin,hindi ako nakialam sa relasyon mo kay Jenna so wala kang karapatan to ask me about another man,--"

Ngunit marahas na hinawakan ni Austin ang pulsuhan niya and he glared at her.

" You're my business, co'z you're my prisoner Cassidy, I own you now, you're mine, so what you have in the past and in the future will all be mine"

Kita niya ang galit sa mga mata ni Austin.

Mas mukha pa itong galit nang tungkol sa mga lalaki niya ang usapan, kumpara kanina nang kay Jenna.

" Really?" patuya niyang tanong dito staring back at his beautiful pair of eyes she grabbed his collar na ikinagulat ni Austin.

" If you let me escape from you again I swear you will never ever find me" pagbabanta niya.

She whispered leaning towards Austin kita niya ang pag baba taas nang adams apple nito she looks up on him and stared at his red lips, and a little shining thing in his lips she can't help but to touch it.

Austin grips loosen at bumaba sa bewang niya.

He stared at her intently, but he grabbed her waist and pulled her closer Austin cupped her jaw. And leaned.

"Say whatever you want Cassidy but you're mine, I won't let you slip again, not now or ever" he whispered full of greed she tried to push him but Austin grabbed her even tighter halos magkadikit na ang mga katawan nila, his warm breath na tumatama sa noo niya give her chills.

The atmosphere feels heavy,hindi niya maintindihan why Austin was acting like this, it's confusing as hell..

'.. why don't you say it now Austin na ayaw mo na kay Jenna? You love her so much that you're willing to put an blind eye on what she was doing? '

Mapakla siyang natawa sa naisip.

Kung kanina lang ay buo na ang plano niya, ngayon ay ayaw na niyang ituloy aakitin ba niya ang lalaki na walang ibang laman ang puso kundi ibang babae? At handa pang magbulag-bulagan sa katutuhanan.

She tried her best to push him ngunit tinawanan lang siya nito.

"Try it, if you get out of this car now I won't follow you and let you leave Cassidy"

She stiffed sa hamon ni Austin at tiningnan ito na nagdududa maybe she's drunk pero maayos na ang katawan niya ngayon, at kayang kaya niyang lumabas sa sasakyan na ito.

"And what if... Hindi ako makatakas will I'll be yours tonight?"

Hindi niya naintindihan ang sariling tanong but she can see how Austin's adams apple move and how he stiff sa tanong niya.

She smirk sisiguraduhin niyang makakatakas siya ngayon.

At walang sabi-sabing sinuntok niya si Austin sa tagiliran dahilan para mabitawan siya nito, ngunit agad itong nakahawak sa bewang niya na para bang iilag lang ito nang iilag dahil dalawang kamay nito ang nakahawak sakanya.

"Argh! Damn that was fast!"

Pain is visible in his face and it's so satisfying to see.

She throws punches on him, magaling umilag si Austin ngunit tinamaan niya parin ito sa nguso.

"Ouch!"

Doon siya nito tuluyang nabitawan at napahawak sa labi, she throws punches again at umiiwas lang ito.

"You can't have me tonight Austin I swear"

She murmured at doon ito napatitig sakanya.

"Did you really just say I can have you tonight?"

Nangunot ang noo nito na tila hindi makapaniwala sa narinig.

Hindi niya alam kung nagmamaang-maangan lang ito o talagang hindi narinig ang sinabi niya but she will do everything just to escape.

Napaisip siya

'.. wait what did I say?.. '

Napaisip siya sa mga sinabi niya.

Ngunit tumalim ang tingin nito sakanya when she throw Punch again ay naiwasan na nito and he grabbed her wrist, she tried to pull her hands ngunit mahigpit ang hawak nito.

Austin smirks at kita niya ang pagdugo nang labi nito na may maliit na sugat gawa niya.

"Your words makes, me feel like I wanted to lay in my bed now, so let's stop this"

Austin stared at her amusingly.

"No!" She tried to pulled her hands and throw a punch again but this time Austin caught her one hands and put it together using his only one hands.

Pakiramdam niya ay naka posas siya sa hawak ni Austin ay hindi siya makagalaw.

"D*mn you!"

Naiinis na sabi niya nang hindi niya mahila ang kamay, she tried to kick him ngunit pinatungan lang ni Austin nang isang binti nitong pagkabigat bigat ang mga hita niya.

Now she really can't move.

"So.. what are you going to do Cass, hm?"

Austin chuckled playfully and pulled her encircled his arms around her waist at tinanggal ang binti at bigla siya nitong hinila pinaupo siya nito sa kandungan nito while still gripping on her wrist.

"A-Austin! Wala ito sa rules!"

She tried to escape ngunit lalo lang siya nitong kinabig hanggang maramdaman niya ang pagdidikit nang mga katawan nila he was staring up on her in her lips.

"Rules..? What rules..? This game is mine so there is no rules, I win you lose,end of the game and like what you promised you're going to spend your night with me.. baby girl.." Austin stares at her,with full of affectionate and how he said the words 'baby girl' reminds her of the past.

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