Then suddenly I felt his warm breath just parallel my neck and I almost jolted at it. “Franciskus!” I turn but he stopped me by holding my waist. “What are you doing?” I was dazed. And confused. Then I felt his mouth in my right shoulder, his breathe was so warm in it. But I shivered with the different sensation it brought my body. But suddenly I was shoved in the lake and the ice cold water became one with my nakedness. I shivered as I come to the surface and puddled to look for Franciskus who was laughing at the dock. “You are such a devil! Franciskus! I wish you ten thousand ice cold water.” I splashed water to his direction not really reaching him. For a moment earlier, something stirred within me like when I watch Mother and Father at night, and I thought he would touch me. But I

