23- Jealousy
Cahira:
Faye and Zethro arrived much sooner than I’ve anticipated the next morning. I’ve decided to look for another place to stay here in El Nido coz I hate the feeling that I’m gradually tricking myself over Travis all over again..
That I hate when he’s around—when I still felt those tiny butterflies within me..
Yes, the new cozy suite feels much comfortable now and yet, the realization of being alone is really evident. I had to busy myself answering all the e-mails my secretary sent and so his disturbing image will somehow vanished, temporarily.
Later at night, I went for bar hopping—alone.. Yeah, coaxing myself to love the feeling of being alone now! I wore this long lattice V-neck beach dress and just let my wavy hair floats.
Let’s search for a better view toni
