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Umuwi ako sa mansion na may dalang mabigat na damdamin. I walked heedlessly. I walked with a dripping pain and insecurity, thinking it might drown me if they were true liquid in reality.
I want to regain my equilibrium and think straightly and as much as possible, correctly. I don't want to opt and let the alluring absurdity get the best of me, that I might regret in the end.
She's my best friend but why do I feel I no longer see her as one? Gusto kong murahin ang sarili ko dahil sa maling nararamdaman. I should be happy right? I should feel grateful that Hayden is coming back.
The Mansion is so cold and lonely. I miss my mom and dad so much. Gusto kong umuwi na sila dahil ang bigat bigat na talaga.
Hindi ko na kaya. Iba na ako kung mag-isip. I want them to be here and give me
