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After that talk with Xandro, I can't help but wonder why? Why would he do such a thing for a person like me? Yeah, I get that he likes me but I didn't expect that he would go beyond that.
I've recalled the time that I said to myself, if someone will like me, I will gladly do my best to reciprocate his feelings in order to divert my attention from Izi. But now that someone confessed that he likes me, why can't I have the urge to like him back, or even give him a slight chance?
Now, that I've realized it, I kinda feel bad. Why? Because somehow, I felt like I said that to myself back then in order to redeem myself in this unrequited love. Gusto kong makawala noon sa pagmamahal na ito sa puntong kahit sino basta gusto ako, papatulan ko.
I know it's wrong. I was just so devastated tha
