In the end, napapayag ako ni mommy na umuwi na. Pagdating namin ng bahay ay agad niya akong inalalayan papunta sa taas. It felt weird. Nakakapanibago.
"I asked the maids na paglutuan ka. Dito ka na lang muna. Pag mag kailangan ka, just call me. Okey?"
I nodded. Napatingin ako sa banyo ko. Naalala ko yung ginawa ko. I don't know pero yung kaba na nararamdaman ko habang nakitang nakasiwang ang pinto noon is kilking me. Para bang ano mang oras ay may lalabas na multo mula doon. I attempted to kill myself inside that bathroom and I almost succeeded. That fact will forever haunt me until the day that I die. It was an attempted murder. I am a murderer. If that doesn't bother you then I don't know what will. I am a bad person. That bathroom will only remin
