After exchanging of e-mails with the association, we set our "talk" this Saturday. I'm currently flying to Philippines and it's Thursday. Hindi ko muna sinabi kila mom and dad pati sa mga gago na pupunta ako kasi mabilis lang naman ako. I had no intention of staying here for too long siguro mga two days lang. Kasama ko si Stella. John, her husband and Shana, their daughter would also visit Philippines pero mauna kami ni Stella makapunta. Then they would stay longer than me, probably one to two weeks? They said they want to explore Philippines. I heaved. Hindi ko alam but there's heaviness in my chest every time that my mind came across to the fact na magkikita kami ni Deanne. My mind was really preoccupied with her- how she looks, how was she, and what does her child looked like. I wonde

