Sophia When celine left me, i called emily to please bring me home. My body was shaking that time. All i could do is to cry and cry till i almost die. I know it's my fault. Breaking her heart is unforgivable. She loves me so much. And i love her too. But for a certain reason we can't be together. I feel awful, she needs at least to hear me out. But she didn't. I can't be able to tell her that me and alfred broke up. She didn't give me a chance too instead she push me away and leaving me lying on the floor. I didn't care of what i look like during that time. I only care about my shuttered dreams and broken hearts. I didn't bother to attend some interview, photo shoot, guesting even to promote our movie. I didn't care anymore. How could i pretend? Yeah. Im darn pretending. Pretending that

