Chapter 8

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YRA*** Ugh! Nakakainis, it's already 11 pm till now I can't sleep, nag pa gulong-gulong na ako sa kama ko to find a good position to sleep but every time I close of my eyes I keep seeing the scene that happened earlier. Damn his kiss, damn his lips. Magnanakaw ng halik ang hinayupak na Womanizer na iyon. 1 hour passed... 4 hours passed... Fuck i can't sleep tinignan ko ang oras napalaki ang aking mata it almost morning. 'Grrrrr.' My tummy groan, my baby is hungry. I lazily stood up and went to the kitchen to look for a portion of food to eat, to see what my baby in a child of my womb wants to eat. "Ano ba yan walang avocado, " bigo akong sumalampak sa upuan dito sa kitchen. I'm so hungry but I just want to eat avocado's with chocolate. Pakiramdam ko mamatay ako pag hindi ko na kain ang gusto ko pero ayoko naman lumabas to look out kase madaling araw palang. I smile brightly and cheerfully go upstairs. I was in front of my brother room. I enter the passcode of his room. Not to mention, lahat kase ng mga rooms dito ang lock is decode for safety's of anyone. Napangisi ako ng makita ko nakadapa si kuya natutulog his mouth is half open at may pag hilik pa. Sinyales nasa malalim siya ng kanyang pag-tulog. Sana all mahimbing na tutulog. Marahan ako lumapit sa kama niya at tinapik-tapik ang pisnge niya. "Kuya" I called him while continues tapping his cheeks. Pero walang epekto ito sa kanya. Inalog ko na siya ng malakas ngunit ganun pa din.Sinasampal-sinasampal ko na nga wala pa din. Nauubos na pasensya ako nagpakawala ng malalim na buntong-hininga at nag sign of the cross. "Patawarin sana ako ng embre sakin gagawin." Akin dasal. *boghs! Malakas kalabog ang aking narinig matapos ko isagawa ang aking plano, guess what? Sinipa ko lang naman ang mahal kong kapatid. I burts into loud laugh's after seeing what my brother face. Sumalampak lang naman siya sa floor una ang mukha. I almost cried because of joy, if kuya see his reaction gad, it's so ridiculous. I stop immediately laughing when my brother stood up with a dark face. "YRAA!!" he shouted loudly, I run so fast to get out way of his room. Sinara ko ang door at hinawakan ng mahigpit ang doorknob to make sure hindi ako mahahabol ni Kuya. "KUYYA! SORRY NA GUSTO KO LANG NAMAN KUMAIN NANG AVOCADO EH! IKAW KASE TULO LAWAY MATULOG KAYA HINDI KO SINASADYA MASIPA KA" I quickly explain with loud voice. Afraid that he would not heard me because he was inside of his room while me here in the outside. "f**k! YOU WOKE ME FOR THAT YRAA" he shouted back with an angry tone. Sa isang iglap nag babadya ng tumulo ang luha ko, knowing how my brother angrily with me right now. All I want to eat is avocado that's why I'm bothering him but it seems like he was just really mad at me right now. "I'm sorry," I mumbled. The door opens soon as the door open my tears escape too. Kuya gently looks at me with worries. "Don't cry," maamong ani niya. Marahan siyang bumuntong-hininga saka niya ako inakap. "Oo na bibili na si kuya so stop crying okay " kuya gently told. I can still figured out that was really annoyed by me kase padabog niya kinuha ang susi ng kotse niya also took his wallet. Sandali ako nilingon ni kuya kaya agaran ako ngumiti ng kay tamis sa kanya. My brother rolled his eyes because of annoying and I feel so much satisfaction. It took almost half-hour but my brother was still not there. Boredom strikes me and thinking eating a lot of things. "Dragon fruit." I'm cravings for dragon fruit right now. But I'm wondering sino ang maaari kong utusan in this hour. I dial someone I really know. FLORIDA RINGING.... I smile brightly when Florie is keep ringing, I look at the wall clock and it's already 2;30 in the middle of midnight. I bet she was sleeping deeply. "WHO THE f**k ARE YOU! TO DISTURB MY NIGHT!" Agad ko na-ilayo ang cellphone sa tenga ko dahil sa lakas nang sigaw niya pero bahala siya dyan kahit magalit siya wala ako pake nagugutom ako. "Goodmorning Florida" masayang bati ko sa kanya kaya narinig ko na naman ang malulutong niya mura. "Why the f**k are you calling me in this f*****g early Axellish!" Opss, first name basis na ang bestfriend ko galit na galit na siya ngayon. "papadala sana ko nang dragon fruit eh" nakangusong sabi ko kahit di niya nakikita. "Cut that crap Yra! Call the father of your baby!" Then she indeed hala binabaan niya ako? Huhuhu ngayon palang gusto ko na mag lumpasay dahil sa gutom. Why she so mean to me. "Oh Yra tumayo ka dyan malamig ang sahig" humahangos na kadadating lang ni kuya dala-dala ang isang malaking plastic mukang nagalit ata si brother sakin dahil sadamakmak na avocado ang binili. Bibitayin na ba ako? Inakay niya ako papunta sa kitchen wala ako ginawa kundi magpa-akay na din. "Eto lang ba gusto mo?" Marahan miyang tanung sakin ni kuya. I shyly nodded to him. I slightly feel shy to him. Halata kase sa asul niyang mata na namumungay pa sa labis na antok. He seems so tired pa naman but still I disturbed him. "Kuya sorry" I can't stop myself being feel sorry to him. Naluluhang nagbaba ako ng tingin at pinaglalaruan ang mga daliri ko. "It's okey princess, so tell me ano pa gusto mo?" He sweetly said with husky tone kaya ngumiti ako nang kay laki-laki sa kanya he path my head and he continue to peel the avocados. "Kuya can you buy me fresh strawberry, green grapes, dragon fruit, lemon, kamatis,green apple,oranges, mango na maasim, saka pinya na din pala pleasee" with puppy eyes na sambit ko sa kanya. After he serves the fruit to me. My brother is cute cause his mouth opens I chuckles a bit bago lumapit sa kanya. I close his mouth dropped open scares and worry baka mapasukan nang insect. "Princess, bakit ang dami?" Parang na iiyak na saad niya sakin ngumiti ako sa kanya. "Kuya gagawa ako nang fruit salad" masiglang sambit ko sa kanya andun na naman yong gulat sa mata niya at napapailing nalang. "Fine, ubusin mo muna ito at matulog kana ikukuha lang kita nang fresh milk" sabay dampot nang fresh milk na nasa ref namin. "Kuya can you mix the hershey syrup in my avocado?" He blink his eyes fifth times bago niya inabot sakin ang syrup. Umakto ito na para bang nandidiri sa kanyang nakikita.Hindi ba niya alam ang sarap kaya nang avocado na may hershey tsk. "Eto milk mo, after this umakyat kana" akmang tatalikudan na niya ako nang hinatak ko siya paharap binigyan niya ko nang naiiritang tingin kaya napa-pout nalang ako at nag-iwas ng tingin sa kanya. "Kuya pwede ba samahan moko sa room ko?" Malungkot na ani ko. To be honest, sanay ako nasa tabi ko lagi si kuya but when I turn 18 years mom and dad decided to separate us. Hindi daw kase maganda tignan ang dalaga't binata na tutulog pa sa iisang kwarto although pure brother and sister naman kaming dalawa. But just now, gusto ko siya makatabi matulog pakiramdam ko I'm longing for him so much. "Okey," walang tutol niyang sagot. Kaya halos mapatalon ako sa galak at yumakap sa kanya dahil sa sobrang tuwa ko aba sympre namiss ko kaya ang kuya ko. Madali ko tinapos ang food ko dahil nakaramdam na ako nang antok. Nang nakahiga na kami ni kuya yumakap ako sa kanya. I always clingy to him and he is also. Kung may isang tao'man na lubos nakakilala sa kapatid ko ay walang iba kundi ako. He kissed my forehead and my eyes slowly close. "Sleep tight, my princess" I heard him murmurs before the darkness eat my sanity. -MORNING- My mother decided to have breakfast here at the garden. Ewan ko ba sa trip ng mahal kong ina. Gusto lumanghap ng sariwang hangin samantalang nasa Manila kami. Saan kaya ang sariwa dito. Wala na ba talagang matinong tao nakapaligid sakin bukod sa sarili ko? Hihi. "Hija, nakausap ko ang tita Jessile mo sabi niya ngayon daw dadating yong mga gown para sa wedding mo" Mama referring womanizer mother. "Mama I have my own design and you know that" I seriously told to her. She very knew the reason why I don't want to wear any gown if that didn't come from my own stylist and designer. "Gagahulin na tayo sa oras pag magpapadesign kapa at papagawa nang gown anak." Seryosong ani ni mama. "Trust me ma, My designer can do it on time," I quickly object with finality tone. I hate arguing with my parent pero ayoko din pinakikialaman nila ako lalo na sa mga damit ko. "Seryoso kana ba mag papakasal ka talaga sa kanya princess?" My brother joined the conversation. I put down my utensils and I took a long breathe before I decided to answer my brother's question. "Do I have a choice?" I insert sarcasm with bitterness smile plaster to my gorgeous face. I signed once again not giving chance my brother to speak again. "Don't worry I'll marry him not because of the image we need to maintain but also for the right of my child to experience complete family. I don't want my child to raise with a broken family so even I don't want to get married to someone I don't love well, I can't do it cause I need to put my child first" malungkot na ani ko. Sadly it's true. I can't set aside my child because of my own happiness. I heard my mama sobbing while papa give me an amusing look and Kuya path my head. "You will be a good mother like me" nakangiting ani mama. "but a childish one like her too" singit ni papa kaya na hampas ni mama si papa sa braso pero dapat yamot ang makita kay papa ay isang masayang mukha ang nakita namin sa kanya. I can assure you my father really loves my mother so much. Imagine for almost 27 years na kasal sila pero kung tignan ng papa ko si mama with pure love. It's really hard to find like my father is then. I envy my parent's relationship unfortunately I can't have like my parents own. "Aba kaya nga mahal na mahal moko diba?" nanunukso na ani mama. I laugh heartily watching my parent. "Baka ikaw, diba ikaw itong patay na patay sakin HAHAHA" ganti ng aking ama akmang hahampasin ni mama si papa ay mabilis naka tayo si papa at pumunta sa gawi ko upang mag-tago. "Umalis ka dyan axellish hahambalusin ko lang yang ama mong mayabang akala mo napaka-gwapo mukha naman matandan na" napahalakhak nalang kami ni papa at ni kuya dahil sa pagka-pikon ni mama. Masaya kaming bumalik sa pag a-almusal at habang nanatiling nag aasaran ang magulang namin not until dumating ang isang katulong samin. "Ma'am Yra may deliver po nang mga prutas para daw po ito sa inyo" magalang na tugon niya ng tanong siya ni mommy. I was quietly surprised. Fruits? For me, take note they used the word 'mga' that means marami. I turn my glance to my brother with my gaze saying 'is that from you?' "Aba wala ako kinalaman diyan kuripot ako baka nakakalimutan mo"He shrug his shoulder habang tumatanggi maya-maya simsim sya sa kanyang coffee. "Ya, susunod ako" tanging akin na sabi with my answer agad naman ito umalis. "Ma tignan ko lang ah"Paalam ko tumango lang siya sakin kase busy sya pag cuddle nila ni papa kung tatanungin nyo kung bakit hindi sila nahihiya sa harapan namin ay simple lang ang sagot dyan 'sanay na kami' mga walang galang samin mga walang lovelife. "Mr. sino po ba nag padala nang mga ito?" Tanung ko sa lalaking nagpapa pirma sakin para sa pick up nang deliver pero ang gunggung ito nakatitig sakin bahagya naka-awang pa ang labi kulang nalang tumulo ang laway gosh! alam ko maganda ako pero duh, wag naman sila ganyan ka obvious. I secretly rolled my eyes because of this old man. "One more stared to my fiance i'll f*****g rip your head moron" malamig at galit na himig galing sa lalaking nakasandal sa gilid nang pader nang gate namin. Agad naman lakad-takbo palabas nang mansion ang lalaki tsk duwag. "Ano naman ginagawa mo ditong magnanakaw nang halik ha?" sighal ko sa kanya aba! Anong akala niya sakin nakalimutan ko na ang ginawa niya pwes nagkakamali siya aba dapat ipakulong ko ang gwapong nilalang nato for snatching my kiss. "Ganyan ba mag pasalamat sa taong nag padala nang pinag lilihian mo babae?" malamig na ani niya at patuloy na wala pa din expression ang kanyang muka habang nanatili pa din siya nakasandal sa pader. I annoyingly rolled my eyes. "Bakit sino ba nag sabi na ibili mo ako nyan? Inutusan ba kita? For your information Mr.Womanizer obligasyon mo yan, bakit ko naman ipagpapasalamat yan sayo?" mataray na tugon ko sa kanya at sabay cross arm anong tingin niya siya lang pwede mag seryoso ah pwes ako din no, "Bakit ako lang ba gumawa nyan did you forgot that you keep moaning, pl---" hindi ko na kaya marinig ang bastos niyang bibig kaya sinampal ko siya edi nanahimik siya pero.Parang pinag sisihan ko na ang ginawa ko dahil the way he look me, it seemed like he wanted to eat me anytime because he was f*****g angry because of what i did to him. I want to say sorry but it would not be my fault if he hadn't been rude then I wouldn't have punched him though. Humakbang siya papalapit sakin na labis nag papakaba sakin lalo na sa mata niyang nag liliyab sa galit tila ba hindi ito makapaniwala na sinampal ko na naman siya kaya nang humakbang siya ay humakbang na din ako papalayo sa kanya, Akmang hahawakan niya ang kamay ko nang mag salita sa likod ko. "Oh nandito na pala ang gagong lalaki naka-buntis sa kapatid ko" na babakas ang galit sa kanyang salita. "Dud-" hindi natuloy ang sasabihin ni womanizer nang humakbang si kuya papalapit sa kanya at nagsalita. "Since the day you f****d my sister were not no longer a friend" madiin na sambit niya damang-dama ko yong galit ni kuya kay womanizer. "I'll marry her as you want. So why the hell are you still acting like that. Are you going to throw our friendship it bec----" before he could finish his word nasuntok na siya ni kuya. "SHE.IS.MY.SISTER! WHY I AM ACTING LIKE THIS? BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE HER, YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE THE FATHER OF HER CHILD BASTARD! MARRYING HER WON'T RECONCILE OUR FRIENDSHIP WE HAD" hiyaw niya. Galit na talaga si kuya. Nakagat ko aking ibabang bibig. Hindi ko alam na ganun pala kalaki ang epekto ko sa kuya ko. I know he loves so much but now he also prove to me. "Sa tingin mo kung papakasalan mo siya sasaya siya, no! dahil matatali siya sa taong hindi niya gusto pero dahil inuna niya ang bata wala siyang choice kundi gawin kong ano ang mas tama" napaupo si kuya sa sahig nang hihina at may luha na nababadyang bumagsak na kaya agad ako lumapit sa kanya at inakap siya. My brother loves me so much kaya kung meron man mas nahihirapan si kuya ko yon. "I don't want her to be tied with you Henz, you are just going to hurt her how you hurt your girls back then." He said dryly. "Shhss! kuya stop okey, I'll be okey..." nakangiting ani ko sa kanya pilit na hinohold yong luha ko ayoko makita ni kuya kase siya din ang nahihirapan. "Tara sa loob kuya. Juanico umalis ka muna" Inakay ko si kuya na hindi binabalingan nang tingin si womanizer. I need to talk my brother first at bago ako makipag settlement kay Womanizer sa kung ano'man plano ko namin para sa bata.
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