Misguided Hearts

IX

Phae

Nasapo ko ng dalawang palad ko ang noo ko at itinukod ang magkabilang siko ko sa mahogany desk. I have a pounding headache and it had nothing to do with the paper works in front of me.

This is the effect of lack of sleep and so much guilt.

Last night, after having a cold shower, I went to bed and fell asleep only to be awakened because I was having a sinful dream involving the most devious human being that ever walked the earth. Scorpio Daniels Ledesma. No less.

I couldn't believe it at first. A wet dream, seriously?

But the evidence of my lust was there. A creamy blotch on my underwear.

Insane right?

And did you know what I did next. Oh! You wouldn't imagine!

I touched myself.

I freakin' touched myself with that evil sonuvabitch in mind! F*ck me, right?

Abot-abot ang pandidiring nadarama ko sa sarili ko. It was just the hormones, I kept on reminding myself. Pero bakit gano’n? Bakit kailangang maalala ko nang paulit ulit ang ginawa niya sa’kin sa panaginip ko?

We were in an abandoned cabin. I was leaning forward in a table made of bamboo, my t**s are pressed on it's rough surface and he was standing behind me. He was carressing the cheeks of my ass right after he gave each a slap. He murmured about it turning into a lovely color of red and I remember myself begging him. Begging him to impale me with his hard d*ck.

I groaned internally.

Kahit ako'y nahihiya sa sarili kong bibig sa panaginip ko. I am not normally a dirty talker. It's Hera who loves doing that, usually nahahawa lamang ako sa kanya.

Pero sa panaginip ko. Jesus Christ!

I can almost feel his thickness when he entered me. We both let out a sigh of pleasure as he thrusts in and out of my damp folds. I imagined the pure lust vibrating through our bodies as he slide against my v*ginal walls.

Arhg!

I squeezed my thighs together and tried to snap out of my thoughts. Hindi ko na dapat iniisip iyon! Dapat sa mga bagay na 'yon kalimutan na at ibaon six feet under the ground. Sh*t! There goes that word 'ibaon'. Naalala ko nanaman tuloy kung paano ibaon ni Scor ang—stop! Oh my God! Phae, stop! You shouldn't be thinking about him like that! He's your brother's bestfriend and if in case you forgot, you f*cking hate him!

That's right. I hate him and for God's sake! I have a girlfriend! I shouldn't be having nasty thoughts about him! I shouldn't be thinking about him, at all!

But what would it be like to be having s*x with Scor Ledesma, really? Would it be as good as my wet dream?

"Ahh! I said stop!"

"Stop what?"

Napatda ako. Kumurap pa ako ng ilang ulit para masigurong totoo ang nakikita ko.

My mind must be playing tricks on me.

Scor was standing against the door jamb. He was looking at me with his piercing dark eyes. He was wearing some casual long sleeves and his trade mark smirk that I would love to wipe off his face.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?"

"I stopped by to buy some stuff," he said lazily. "Never thought I'd get the pleasure of seeing that lovely pink tinged face of yours."

I gritted my teeth. "Bakit ba kailangan mo pang mang-istorbo, Ledesma?"

"Oh? Naistorbo ko ba ang pagpapantasya mo sa’kin?"

Napatayo ako. "Excuse me? Bakit naman kita pagpapantasyahan?"

"Really?" he gave me a malicious grin. "My words didn't render you hot and bothered last night, Phae?"

Pilit na kinakalma ko ang sarili ko bago ako naglakad patungo sa kanya. Scor stood so tall and brooding inside my small office. The way the fabric of his shirt stretches along his broad shoulder is so delightful it almost forced a drool out of my mouth. He crossed his arms in his chest and stared lazily at me. I had to admire his physique despite of myself.

No one should be allowed to be this sexy. It's nearly illegal!

"Why are you being so rude, Scor?"

"I am not rude, I was just trying to help you give in to your desires—which in my opinion you are unsuccessfully hiding from me." Humakbang na rin siya palapit sa’kin. "C’mon, Phae, we both know how much you really want me."

"Are you f*cking serious?" I glared at him. Itinaas ko ang baba ko at humalukipkip. "If there is anything remotely close to what you just said—that I want you—" I gestured between the two of us. "It's I want you dead."

"Ah, there you go again, acting all bitchy," he said. "Darling, If I wanted a b***h, I would’ve just gotten a dog."

"Then go hump that dog, you p*****t!" angil ko.

"Since I don't have that dog, yet," He stared down at me with those intense eyes. Ngumisi siya nang nakakaloko. "Can I hump you first?"

"Bastos!" hindi napigilan na itinulak ko siya sa dibdib. Pero kasabay niyon ay hinatak niya akong palapit sa kanya. "Let me go, you asshat! 'Wag mo kong itulad sa mga babaeng naghahabol sa’yo! Kulang ka ba sa s*x? Ganyan ka ba ka-s*x starved para pati kapatid ng best friend mo papatusin mo?!"

Nagdilim bigla ang paningin niya. He pulled me closer to him. So close that my nose filled with his scent. "I don't know what it is about you, Phaedra Gonzales," he hissed in my ear making me flinch and have goosebumps in my nape. "You set my blood boiling the moment you talk, so bad, I wanted to do dirty things with your mouth."

"Sorry, but I don't like putting small things in my mouth. I might choke!" buong lakas na itinulak ko siya.

Tumawa nang tumawa si Scor matapos niyang marinig ang sinabi ko. Namula pa nga ng husto ang mga pisngi niya.

Damn, I'm dying to get my tongue on those cheeks.

What the hell are you thinking, Phaedra!

Tumigil sa pagtawa si Scor ngunit nanatili siyang nakangisi sa’kin. Nawala na ang madilim na anino sa mga mata niya. Apparently, the storm was over. "Cmon, Phae, help me pick something for my fiancee, it's only your taste that I approve of."

Inismiran ko siya. Matapos niya akong landiin ay magpapatulong siya na maghanap ng ireregalo sa fiancee niya. What a jackass! Pero kaysa naman nagpapaapekto ako sa kabastusan ng bunganga ng lalaking ito ay mas minabuti ko nang tulungan na lang siya kahit pa labag sa loob ko.

I caught him staring at me a few times while I was discussing the pros and cons of buying his woman a dress. Sa t’wina ay ngingisihan lang niya ako at magkukunwaring nakikinig pero sa huli ay mahuhuli ko nanaman siyang titig na titig sa’kin.

Minsan hindi ko na talaga maintindihan ang lalaking ito. One time, he would act like a total jerk, pissing me off with his foul words. Then the next he would look at me like the world just started revolving around me. Hindi ko na masabayan ang mood swings ng lalaking ito. And quite frankly, I don't know which side of him I like more or hate more.

"Are you sure you wanted to purchase these?" I gaped at him as I stared at an arm full of dress he was holding out to me.

"Yes," aniya. "At kung maaari lang, pakisabi sa cashier mo na simulan nang ibalot ang lahat ng ito at tigilan na niya ang pagtitig sa akin."

Napahagikgik ako. Nakita ko ngang natigilan ang cashier kong si Vicky at halatang nirereyp na niya si Scor sa isip niya. Scor looked so pissed. Inutusan ko na lamang ang babae na asikasuhin si Scor at babalik na sana ako sa opisina ko nang maramdaman ko ang kamay nya sa braso ko.

"What?"

"Thank you." and for the first time in a long time, Scor genuinely smiled at me.

Napasimangot ako at agad na tumalikod. All for that fiancee of his? Sino ba talaga ang babaeng iyon at pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon at pera ng ganito si Scor?

Teka, nagseselos ba 'ko?

***

Isang mahabang ungol ang kumawala sa labi ko nang halikan ako ni Hera sa leeg. I stared lovingly at my girlfriend, while she got that ravage look in her eyes. She gently bit down on my jaw and tickled me.

"Oh, sh*t! Hera, stop!" I giggled.

"Nakakainis ka kasi! You didn't call me last night!" tumigil siya sa ginagawa at nakangusong tumingin siya sa’kin.

I made an awkward smile. Oo nga, I was too preoccupied by Scor's e-mail and that mind blowing wet dream, I forgot to call or even text my girlfriend. Right. Way to go, Phae.

I groaned inwardly. Kung hindi dahil kay Scor—agad na naputol ang isipin ko nang maramdaman ko ang mga palad ni Hera sa balakang ko. Madiin ang paghawak niya na tila ba may nais siyang mangyari. I looked down at her only to catch my breath as she pressed her moist lips on my belly button.

Napasinghap ako sa bawat haplos ng mga kamay niya sa balat ko. Her hands roamed around my body as if trying to memorize it. She then grasped my knees and eased them apart, "Wider, Phae. . ." she rasped and I complied without a thought.

Her lips travelled to the delicate inner skin of my thigh leaving damp moists as she goes. The feeling of her warm mouth on my feminine portal made my insides quiver with desire. My mind clouded and the only thing that's left for me to feel was that I want more.

"H—Hera!"

Her knowledgeable tongue eventually touched my core. Bawat sulok niyon ay narating yata ng dila niya. I couldn't take anymore. I grasped a handful of sheets as I arched my back ready for my c****x as the feathery strokes of her tongue assaulted me.

"Ah, God!" napadilat ako nang magsimulang mamuo ulit ang sensasyon sa loob ko. At sa pagdilat kong iyon ay nahagip ng mata ko ang isang mataas na bulto sa pintuan ng kwarto. "Holy motherf*cking sh*t!" bulalas ko.

Napaangat ang ulo ni Hera sa naging reaksyon ko. She chuckled. "Really, Phae, am I that—" natigilan siya nang mabasa ang ekspresyon ng mukha ko at agad na tinalunton niya ang mata ko.

"Holy motherf*cking sh*t!!" pagulit niya sa sinigaw ko. "What the hell are you doing here, Scor?!"

I was too stunned to even cover up my exposed genitalia.

Oh, this is gonna be great.