I was right. Kailangan ko lang ng break para makalimutan iyon. I occupied myself about other things, kalaunan ay nawaglit din sa isip ko. And maybe I analyzed my feelings the wrong way. Maybe I was so fond of him, I thought I was starting to develop weird sentiments. It's impossible that I have something for him. For sure it's just the loneliness, to fill the void, I convinced myself so bad.
Mommy didn't stop me from spending my break in Ate's house. Sa Pampanga ako nagpasko at nagbagong taon. I received messages from Rustov during those days. Tingin ko normal lang naman iyon, kaya hinayaan ko na. I didn't reply at his every text, though. Bukod sa hindi ko lagi hawak ang phone, I feel like I need to distance myself from him a bit.
"Anong kurso ang kukunin mo?" Ate Diana asked while we're
