Lagi kami nagkikita ni Finn sa dalampasigan. Doon kami kumakain at nag-uusap. Minsan, tahimik na pinagmamasdan lang ang dagat. Pero kapag may nag-ooccupy na sa pinagtatambayan namin ay sa bahay na nya kami tumutuloy. Nagluluto kami, nanonood ng movies... at kapag off ko ay nagpupunta kami sa bayan para mamasyal.
Yes, tabi kaming matulog. pero we didn't do much other than kissing and cuddling.
One night, pagkatapos namin maligo sa dagat ay dumiretso na sya sa kwarto para mag shower. Ako naman ay nagsaing muna at nag-init ng tubig para magtimpla ng kape. Pagkatapos nya ay ako naman ang nagshower. Ngunit habang nagbibihis ako ay nalaglag yung mga damit ko. Wala pa naman akong extra na dala kaya lumabas ako ng nakatapis lang ng tuwalya na sobrang ikli lang at hindi man lang natakpan yung dapat na matakpan. Nasa kabilang part lang naman ng kwarto yung laundry area at alam kong abala sa kusina si Finn para magluto. Habang ini-spin ko yung mga damit ko ay umupo muna ako para magbasa ng magazine.
Habang nagbabasa ako ay hindi ko namalayan na nakapasok na pala sa laundry area si finn at nakamasid sa katawan ko na bahagya lang natakpan ng tuwalya. Matapos ang ilang minuto ay yumuko ako para kunin ang mga damit ko ngunit hindi ko pa nakukuha yung mga damit ay naramdaman ko nalang na may biglang humila sa akin at binuhat ako palabas ng laundry area.
"Finn!" nagulat ako at napasigaw nalang sa isip matapos kong makita ang seryosong mukha nito.
Inihiga nya ako sa kama at hindi ko namalayan na wala na yung tuwalya na nakabalot sa katawan ko. Gusto kong tumakbo palayo sa kanya pero huli na para gawin iyon dahil siniil na nya ako ng mainit na mga halik.
"You're making me lose my mind" Finn whispered out as he kissed me. His soft hands slowly runs through my body.
I slowly moaned as he leave my lips and starts to kiss around my neck down to my breast.
"Ari.. I want you so much!" as he claimed one of my breast. He took one of my n*****s in his mouth and started sucking on it while his hand leave my breast and went to my folds caressing it.I feel the tension between my legs start to build up. I feel like I am going crazy as he put one of his fingers inside and starts to move in and out of me.
"I want you too..." while I moaned. I want him now and I love him so much.
"Ah," he moaned. "You're so tight." he tells me as he add one finger while speeding up the movement between my legs. I begin to tremble as I felt myself release on his fingers while I shout his name.
Then he claimed my lips again. "Finn, I want you now." I look at him. I need him inside or I will go crazy. I want to feel him. He stared at me like he's still trying to control himself. And I realized that he's also naked. I was shocked to see how big he is.
"Are you sure?" he asked me. I gave him a passionate kiss in return. I spread my legs to give him more access as he positioned himself at my entrance.
He grabs his manhood and lightly rubs it along my entrance making me a little nervous"Just tell me thatI need to stop now as it will be painful to you." He tells me. I can see that he's trying to control himself.
"Just do it now, please."
"Are you sure, Ari?
"Take me, Finn. I want to feel you now." I say firmly, looking into his eyes.
And then he slowly enter inside, stretching me. I feel the intense pain as he take me. He stopped for a few seconds to kiss me and to let me breathe for a while as he saw the tears in my eyes. "I will push one more, Ari" then he pushed hard and stopped as he was fully inside. I screamed as I felt the more intense pain inside my body. "It's okay now." while he kissed me passionately trying to ease the pain.Again, his mouth claimed my breast while his left hand massage the other. Then I feel him move inside. His big and thick manhood starts to pump me in and out. He ride me faster and faster as I heard him moan and say my name.
Then, he suddenly changes the position and rotates me as he position me on his lap. He grabs me by my thigh and move me. I started to ride him as the pleasure was becoming more intense.
He left my tigh and he starts to massage my breast and squeeze it. He claimed one of it then suck my n****e while squeezing both my breast. Small moans left my lips as I sped up the movement.
"F**k, I'm coming." then he grab me and place on top of me. He enters inside and thrust hard and fast. Then I felt the sensation building up as he pump me harder and faster and we both come. We both panted as we caught our breath. He heaved a sigh before leaning down and kissed me on my lips.
"I Love you, Ari"
"I love you, too."
He takes me and gives me pleasure all night.
Ilang araw na simula nung huli kaming magkita ni Finn. Matapos ang gabing iyon ay nakatanggap ako ng text mula sa kanya na kailangan nya munang bumalik sa Manila para asikasuhin ang family business nila. Simula noon, parang laging may kulang sa akin. Lagi ko syang namimiss at naghihintay ng araw kung kelan sya dadating. Magkatext naman kami palagi. Tumatawag din sya. At nagtataka din ako kung bakit laging sakto sa break time ko at oras ng out ko sa trabaho ang tawag nya. As if alam na alam nya yung sched ko.
Isang araw, habang kumakain ako sa bench sa labas ng restaurant ay nakita ko na nag-uusap sila Ma'am Farrah. Patungo ito sa restaurant kaya tumayo ako agad para batiin sila.
"Good morning, Ma'am." bati ko. Tumango lang sila sa akin.
Hindi ko na napansin na may kasunod pala silang mga bisita din dahil pag katapos noon ay umupo ulit ako at itinuloy ang pagkain ko.
"Finn!" Tawag ni Ma'am Farrah at Ma'am Kim.
Napalingon ako sa kinaroroonan nung taong tinawag nila. Baka sakali na yung Finn na tinutukoy nila ay yung Finn na ilang araw ko nang hinihintay.
Nakatalikod ito kaya hindi ko masyadong mamukhaan. Matangkad ito dahil base sa layo ng agwat namin, isang tingin palang sa kanya ay nasa 5'7" o 5'8" ito. May similarities din ang tindig nila pero nung nakita ko syang lumingon kahit na gaano pa sya kagwapo ay alam hindi ako kinilig tulad ng iba.
Habang pinag aaralan ko yung difference nilang dalawa ni Finn(the one that I miss) ay napagawi ang mata ni Sir Finn sa akin. Ngumiti sya at nag-wink sa akin. Medyo nag-cringe ako sa ginawa nya kaya nagkunwari nalang ako na hindi ko yun napansin. Nagfocus nalang ako sa kinakain ko at pinagmasdan yung dalampasigan. Kinuha ko yung cellphone ko at chineck kung may text na sya.
Tuwing off ko ay nagpupunta ako tinutuluyan ni Finn para icheck kung dumating na ba sya at para maglinis na din. May spare key ako na binigay nya sa akin just in case daw na gusto ko magpunta sa tinutuluyan nya para makapagpahinga man lang.Habang naglilinis ako ay naghanap na di. ako ng picture nya sa mga drawer at cabinet nya pero wala akong kahit anong picture man lang na nahanap para pagmasdan ang gwapong mukha nya.
"Miss na kita..." Hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na ako habang yakap ko yung damit nya.