rose's pov
pinanood ko yung sasakyan ni sean na papalayo. i smiled at myself
"you look so happy baby"my mom said from behind me
i looked at her shocked
"mom, nandyan po pala kayo" i said to her embarrassed because she probably
saw me smiling at myself
"i like sean for you baby"she said rubbing my hair
i look at her with sad face
"he doesn't feel the same way mommy he only treated me as his best friend"i said to her sadly
but she smiled at me
"pwede pa baby mahaba pa naman yung oras at sigurado ako na dadating yung araw na yun para sayo. kung para talaga kayo sa isat isa, dadating at dadating yung tamang oras na yun"she said to me smiling
"i don't know mommy for now masaya na ako kung anong meron samin. i don't want to believe na mag kakagusto sya sakin sa paglipas ng Panahon. i don't want to give myself a false hope mommy" i said to her sadly
she just hug me
"we should get inside baby it's getting late. you should sleep na. may pasok pa kayo bukas" she said to me
pumasok na kami sa bahay at hinatid nya ako sa kwarto ko at kinumutan ako
she kissed my forehead
"good night baby sleep well" she said to me
"good night mommy i love you" i said to her before she closed the door
after five minutes may kumatok sa kwarto ko
"pasok"i said to the person knocking on my door
kuya gray and kuya greg get inside my room
"baby gising ka pa pala. sorry kadadating lang namim gusto lang sana namin mag good night sayo" kuya gray said
"it's okay kuya". i said to the both of them smiling
"good night baby sleep well"kuya gray said kissing my forehead
"good night baby sweet dreams we love you" kuya greg said kissing my forehead
"good night kuya gray and kuya greg. i love you both" i said to them
lumabas na sila ng kwarto ko pag katapos
habang nag mumuni muni ako para kaka tulog, hindi ko maiwasang isipin yung sinabi ni mommy sakin kanina
totoo nga kayang mag kakagusto din sakin si sean sa paglipas ng panahon? inaamin kong may parte sakin na umaasa na sana totoo. na sana katulad lang din kami ng mga parents namin na nag kakagustuhan ng palihim at nag ka tuluyan. kahit ayaw ko, umaasa padin ako na sana ganon nga
hanggang kailan ko ba sya mamahalin ng palihim?
since late na nag pray na ako at natulog....
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sean's pov
after 10 minutes nakarating na din ako sa bahay
and my mom and dad is waiting for me in the living room
"mom,dad gising pa po pala kayo"i said to them
they'd smiled at me and make me sit in front of them
"we're waiting for you baby" mom said to me
"it's getting late mom, dad you should sleep na baka ma late po kayo sa work tommorow" i told them
i looked at them. nag dadalawang isip ako kung sasabihin ko ba sakanila but i just choose na sabihin sakanila baka matulungan nila ako
"it's okay iho. anyway why are you look bothered?" dad asked me
"am dad, mom, is it okay na magkagusto sa isang kaibigan?" i ask them
"bat mo natanong baby? may gusto kaba kay rose?" mom asked me
"i don't know mom, I'm really confused right now" i told mom na parang ang bigat bigat ng problema ko
"you know baby it's okay naman na magkagusto sa kaibigan dahil dyan naman kami nag simula ng daddy mo"mom said to me
"but what if mom hindi nya ako gusto?" i said to mom, worried
"malay mo naman iho magkagusto sya sayo" dad told me
parang ang hirap paniwalaan na mag kakagusto sakin si rose
"i don't know dad,mom" i said to them sadly
"hayst binata na yung baby ko" sabi ni mommy na parang naluluha
"mommy!" i said to her
"HAHAHA anyway iho you should go to sleep it's getting late na" dad said to me
"kayo rin po mom, dad" sabi ko sakanila
"good night mom and dad"
"good night baby" mom said after she kissed my cheeks
"good night sean" dad said to me and nakipag fist bump ako sakanyaa
umakyat na ako sa taas at pumunta muna ako sa kwarto ni ate sarah
kumatok ako sa pinto ng kwarto nya
"pasok" sigaw nya galing sa loob
binuksan ko naman yung pinto ng kwarto nya at pumasok
"am ate sarah mag go good night lang sana ako" i said to her
"good night baby boy" she said to me
"good night ate sleep well" i said to her and i kissed her cheeks
pag kalabas ko ng kwarto ni ate sarah pumunta naman ako kay ate shane
"ate shane?" tawag ko sakanya habang kumakatok
"pasok sean" she said
so pumasok na ako sa Kwarto nya
"good night ate shane"i said to her and kissed her cheeks
"good night baby boy"she said to me
"anyway I heard you and mom and dad earlier talking about rose" she told me, teasing me
nanlaki naman ang mata ko dahil sa sinabi nya
"ate! wag kang maingay ah" i said to her
"Don't worry baby boy safe sakin secret mo" she said to me assuring na hindi nya sasabihin sa iba
"okay then ate shane i love you" i said to her
"ay sus nag drama pa HAHAHA binata ka na talagaa" she said to me
"anyway ate shane it's getting late we should get to sleep" i told her
"okay iloveyouu" she said
"i love you too" i said to her
pumunta na ako pagkatapos sa kwarto ko at nag palit ng comfortable clothes
and inisip ko yung sinabi ni dad sakin kanina
magugustuhan nga ba talaga ako ni rose? alam ko sa sarili ko na umaasa ako na sana magustuhan nya ako
nag pray na ako at natulog because maaga ang pasok namin bukas..