Only You & Me

5

Malik

BRAZIL

"Malik! Let's go!" Aya sa akin ng kakambal kong si Maximillan. Maglalaro kami dapat sa hardin ng aming bahay ngunit naisip ko munang magpaalam sa aking mga magulang. As I went to their room, I saw my parents kissing. 

I was five years old then and kissing to me was just plain repulsive! I thought it was conspicuously and outrageously grossed! But, when I caught my Mae (Mama) and Papai (Papa) kissed, I began to be curious why someone could enjoy exchanging saliva with someone else? I thought that it was not sanitary. So, being curious as I was, I asked Mae. She laughed but graciously accommodated my query and explained that it was because she loved Papai.

"And love is when I kissed your father's lips and it tasted sweet!" She added.

I didn't understand what she said and wanted to ask further. You know a kid who had never-ending questions? Yep, that was me.

But having playful brothers bothering us, Mae and I were not able to to continue this mind-boggling question, because I had to leave to play with my other brothers. Just like me, my brothers missed out on the advantage of kissing until we were about thirteen years old and we had a freagin' hot thirty four years old nanny. This was when Mae died. Papai hired a nanny because he went zombie mode and couldn't take care of us.

Hinding- hindi namin makakalimutan ng mga kapatid ko ang nanny namin. She was a plus size gorgeous woman. Siya ang nagbukas ng ibang mundo para sa akin at sa mga kapatid ko! She was like a goddess to us, and we even fought over for her attention, which she enjoyed a lot. Imagine two thirteen years old and two twelve years old boys vying for her attention, time, and perhaps love? She was the object of our affection. Gulo talaga yun sa bahay! Because of that, she came up with the most brilliant plan-- a group s*x! She would lie down on our study table naked, and my brothers and I would alternate to enter and fill her, while the others in waiting would either be fondling her huge mama breasts, while she would fellate one of us, and while stroking our lengths with her hands. She was a fantastic multi-tasker, and was just awesome! So awesome. Come to think of it, I wished all girls were like that cool-- yung confident, assured of herself, hindi clingy, and just goes for it when she feels like it. I just find it a pity that some girls would put aside her needs and wants just to please her man. My kind of girl would be someone who knows what she wants, and gets it, because she wanted it for herself and it pleased her.

So going back to the our nanny. She was our secret, and we were hers, which made it more exciting for us. One thing that she did not allow us to do to her though was to kiss her on the lips. She said she was reserving that for the man of her dreams. And we respected that, though I wasn't sure what was the big deal about kissing her. Anyway, our rendezvous lasted for a year. Nag-resign ang nanny namin dahil sumama na ito sa isa sa kaibigan ng aming Papai na biyudo. Mabuti na rin iyon na sumama siya sa kaibigan ni Papai dahil gumanda ang kaniyang buhay.

I've never kissed a girl, until a classmate of mine, who liked me kissed, me before we had s*x. Foder! (F*ck!) Had I known that kissing would lead to my over-the-top favorite past time, which was getting laid, I would have kissed all the beautiful ladies in our neighborhood! Biro lang, pero puwede rin naman totohanin. Wala naman akong mashadong pakialam sa opinyon ng iba.

I enjoyed being a bachelor. Sa aming magkakapatid ay ako ang pinaka-happy go lucky, kaya naman ang aking Papai at Kuya Matteo ay ako ang pinakatinututukan. Pine-pressure na ako ng aking ama na mag-seryoso. Kung hindi ay ititigil na nito ang aking allowance. I had a deadline. Timing naman na natagpuan namin ang matagal na naming nawawala at nag-iisang pinsan na si Shayla Pontes. She was about to get married, and we flew all the way from Brazil to see her. That was when I met Jackie Alberto, my 'chubbeshy' as I call her now. She was one of my cousin's best friends.

I felt instant attraction to her the moment I saw her. It was also the time I realized that mahilig pala talaga ako sa malaman. Yes, flesh indeed! Hehehe!

Sinubukan ko noon pomorma kay Jackie ngunit ni-reject niya ako. Wala daw siyang panahon sa mga tipo ko—mga babaero at mambubutas lang daw ng hymen. From then on, I knew it was a lost cause. Hindi niya ako magugustuhan. It hurt my ego a lot, but it was humbling, too. Siya lang kasi ang nag-iisang babaeng tumanggi sa akin. Bad as it may seem, I wanted to take revenge and play with her feelings then. At that time, I think it was just okay para quits kami. But it all changed as time went by that the universe conspired to allow us to meet at every opportunity.

Surprisingly, naging magkasundo kami and we were happy hanging out and I have been contented with just having her beside me, celebrating simple pleasures that life and chances could give us. But, the physical desire was my hardest challenge. 

How I wanted her but I could not have her, because she was my best friend. I love her that much that I did not have the effing balls to take the risk, because I was afraid that everything would change between us or worse, I might lose her. So, I just settled with keeping her company 24/7. At sa sobrang gusto ko siya parating kasama ay pinatayo ko yung building  malapit sa tinitirhan niya at pinropose ko sa kaniya ang business venture namin na Gustoso na ngayon ay doon located. Pinalagyan ko pa ng rooftop ang building at pina-landscape para yoon ang special place naming dalawa. 

It has been 8 years that we've been together, kaya nami-miss ko siya whenever we were apart. Hindi niya ako pinapaniwalaan dahil iniiwan ko daw siya sa ere. Kung umalis man ako para makipag-date sa iba ay dahil kailangan ko iyon para sa sanity ko. Kailangan ko iyon para hindi kung ano ano ang iniisip ko kapag kasama siya. I needed a diversion. I guess, that was the reason why I haven't forced myself upon my bestfriend who I love more than my life. And, I guess that's the reason why we lasted as best friends this long.  

It was so beautiful how I know her like the back of my hand, and I knew she would not understand my choices. She would never understand that I would even go to the extent of threatening the man who was supposed to be engaged to her by her brother. 

Nag-hire ako ng private investigator upang malaman ang baho ng lalaking ipapakasal dapat ng kuya niya para sa kaniya.  Natuklasan kong sindikato ito sa electronic gambling at smuggling nga mga sasakyan. Personal kong pinuntahan ang lalaking iyon at pinakita ang mga ebidensya. Tinakot ko ito na kung hindi niya iaatras ang engagement ay isusuplong ko siya sa gobyerno. I used my connection to my cousin-in-law whose father was the head of the State. Pumayag ang lalaking iyon at umatras sa engagement.

That was how jealous I was of my Jackie, and she never knew about it.

***

What Jackie definitely knows is how to annoy me. She knows that I would get infuriated when she would not answer my calls and text messages to her, especially when I would be out of the country. This is one of the reasons that was why I never liked leaving Jackie, especially when I would be on business trips. I'd miss her terribly kaya naman kapag naiiwan ko siya sa Pilipinas, panay ang tawag at text ko sa kaniya. 

Kapag hindi niya nasasagot ang tawag o text ko, agad akong tumatawag sa mag-asawang sina Gerard at Shayla just to check on her. When I would get report from them that Jackie's okay, I would even increase my calls and text messages to her. I would ask her to call me. I would plead, and even threatened her once that it would be the last time I would call and text her. Minsan naman ay tinakot ko siyang bubutasin ko ang hymen niya pag 'di niya sinagot ang tawag at text messages ko. 

Ang sagot ng babaeng yon, 'mahal tumawag at mag-text. Uwi ka na. Miss you!" And with just that, all my anger leaves me in a flash. 

Oh, Jackie...  She has the power to infuriate me and appease me at the same time. There are times I want to distance myself from her, but who am I kidding when I miss her terribly? Ayoko man isipin, it makes me think sometimes that the heavens must be punishing me for the many times that I have hurt other women. 

Maybe she's my karma. But if she is, then I would endure. No regrets.

***

Jackie is the first person I want to see, whenever I would return to Philippines from my Brazil trip. I have already associated her with 'home'. My home. 

Hay, Jackie! Jackie, Jackie! Bebe, Beshy, ano ba? Tinawagan kita ng 217 times. I sent 80 messages. Pero ikaw, isa lang ang pinadala mo sa akin?

"Ang lupit mo!" Tinitigan ko ang phone ko. Hindi man lang siyang nagpaparamdam. Napa-praning tuloy ako. 

It was already 12:00 am when the plane to Manila touched down. Nasa airport na ako at pauwi na sa aking apartment unit. Pero habang lumalakakad patungo sa parking ay tinitigan ko ulit ang aking mobile phone. 

"Tawag na..." naiinis kong sabi sa phone, pero wala pa rin. 

Hindi na ako makatiis. Ayoko na maghintay sa text ni Jackie kaya ako na ang tumawag.

Sinagot niya ang phone niya matapos ang isang ring. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag. It made me feel relieved to hear her voice. It assured me that she was fine. And since we have this sort of love-hate relationship, it was only but appropriate to somewhat annoy her.

"Uy, inaabangan mo ba ang tawag ko?" hirit ko sa kanya.

"Hindi kaya!" tanggi niya. 

"So , sino?" my tone was a bit high because of jealousy. I closed my eyes as if it would hide my feelings. Though I intentionally tell her how I feel for her, I hide it in the pretense that I was just messing with her. It pained me to show how I felt for her because I was sure she would turn me down again, and again, and again.

"Bakit kailangan mong malaman? Jowa ba kita? Feelingero."

"No, of course not. Yuck." I enthusiastically expressed. " Masaya ka na ba, eshy? Yan tayo eh! Ang expression of love natin sa isa't isa eh yung mandiri ka sa akin. Eh ako? Hindi ako mandidiri sa'yo. I can eat you, and you would be so delicious--"

"Waah, Malik! Perv mo talaga!"

"Sa pagkakaalala ko, ikaw nga lang ang nagtuturing sa akin ng perv, at sa'yo din lang ako di maka-score."

"Ulol! Score ka diyan. Over my dead virgin body!"

"Ah, ganun? Sure, basta mainit init pa. Pag dating sayo, hindi ako magpapaka- picky eater."

"Gagu ka! Okay lang sayo na mamatay ako?"

Napatawa na kami sa isa't isa. "Mas inisip mo pa yun kesa ang pangaabuso ko sa'yo?"

"Alam ko naman hindi ka necrophiliac.  At hindi mo naman kailangan ng dead body. Those alive but-am-not-sure-are-clean-and-healthy women lang ang type mo..." pagpaparinig pa niya sa akin. "Ganyan talaga... guwapo eh..."I was not sure if she sounded hurt or bitter, but I did not want her to feel that way so I shifted the topic. "Punta ko dyan. Nagugutom ako." Sabi ko. 

"Sige. See you! Ingat." She said.  After 5 minutes, nakarating ako sa mansion nila at nag-doorbell. She excitedly went out the door, and smiled when she saw me. She ran, and surprisingly, hugged me.

"I missed you!" Sabi niya habang mahigpit na nakayapos sa akin.

Napatigil ako sa kinatatayuan ko at napangiti. "I missed you too, kahit inis na inis ako sa'yo nung nasa Brazil ako dahil di ka sumasagot ng call at text messages ko." Seryoso kong sabi, at pinisil ang pinsngi niya.

" Aray! Ito naman, wag ka na magalit." Sabi niya at hinila ako papasok ng bahay.

I watched her enter her house. Okay, I admit. I secretly ogled. But because I did not want to entertain pervert thoughts, I clenched my jaw and tried to look away.

But, who would not stare at her? She was just wearing her thin sando. I could see her black brassiere. And her shorts was so short and tattered.

"Bakit ka lumalabas ng bahay ng na ganyan suot mo?" hindi ko na napigilan magkomento. "Pahirapan mo naman yung manre-rape sa'yo."

"Pinagbuksan ko po kasi kayo ng gate, Koya? And besides, nandito ka na. May magpoprotekta na sa akin." She beamed.

Napangiti ako habang nakatingin kami sa isa't isa. Kinilig ang puso ko sa sinabi niya. 

She sees me as her protector. Ngunit napa-isip ako. "But who would protect you from me?" I asked as I walked inside her house.

Tumigil siya sa paglalakad at humarap sa akin. "You." She sadly looked at me. "Kaya nga umabot tayo ng ganito katagal diba?" she gave a little smile.

"Beshy, ba't ka nasimangot? Masaya ka ba o malungkot?" 

Pinagmasdan niya ako bago sumagot. "Masaya." Tipid niyang sabi at tumalikod. "Tara, kain tayo. Nag-bake ako ng Cheesecake. Diba favorite mo yon?" tila iniiba niya ang usapan. 

From behind ay yumakap ako sa kaniya at ipinatong ang baba ko sa balikat niya. Napasinghap siya at hindi gumalaw sa kinatatayuan niya.

"I missed you, Beshy." Sabi ko.

Ilang segundo ang lumipas at naramdaman ko ang hugot niya ng hininga. She reached for my head and gently tapped it as if I was a pet. "Kahit hindi ko alam kung kelan ka dadating, gumawa ako ng cheese cake para sa'yo. Kasi alam ko na susulpot ka din dito one of these days." Malambing niyang sabi.

Napangiti ako, at bahagyang kinagat ang balikat niya. "Miss you!" I said and planted a small kiss on her shoulder.

"Upo ka na don. Kukunin ko lang sa ref yung cheesecake." Sabi pa niya.

"Wow! I'm truly home!" I happily said as I sat on the dining chair, and waited for her to bring out the Cheese cake from the kitchen.

She sliced the cake as I eagerly waiting. She served one slice for me on the dessert plate with a fork. I wasn't making a move to eat because I was waiting for her.

"Oh? Anong problema? Maliit ba yung slice mo?" taka niyang tanong.

"Hinihintay kita. Sabay natin kainin." Sabi ko.

She snorted. "Handaming seremonyas, besh?" she teased. "Hindi ka ba makakakain ng wala ako?"

"Oo naman!" Pagtatapat ko. At totoo naman iyon. Iba ang alagang Jackie. "Dali na. Lagay mo na yang slice na yan sa platito." Minamadali ko siya dahil gusto ko ng maupo siya sa tabi ko at kumain kami ng sabay.

"Ito na po." Sabi niya at nilagyan na ang kaniyang platito ng isang slice.

I pointed at the chair beside me. She sat there, as I positioned the cake in front of her.

Nagkatinginan kami, bago sumubo.

Napapikit ako. "Yes, this is home. " I sighed.

"Welcome back, Beshy." She said with a shy smile.

"Yes!" Masaya kong sabi, saka nilapit ang upuan niya sa akin.

We were eating closely together. Something inside me felt content, just spending time with her like this. Actually, this was the best part of coming home. It was being with her. She's home. I guess that's my reason for being territorial.

***

PRESENT TIME, SWEET DISCOVERY HOTEL 

High School Alumni Reunion

Marami akong puwedeng gawin pero pinipili kong i-adjust ang oras ko basta makasama ko si Jackie. Kahit pa nga fina-follow up na ako ng aking Papai upang bumalik sa Brazil upang pag-aralan ang negosyo namin ay hindi ko ginagawa. Sinasabi ko sa kanilang ang gusto kong itayong negosyo ay pagkain. But it was just half the truth, I must admit. Because the other half of it is Jackie.

"Malik, SOS!" Sabi ni Jackie sa akin sa mobile phone. She seemed like gasping for air and was moaning.

Napangiti ako.  "Beshy, ano 'to? Phone s*x? Ba't 'di na lang natin totohanin?"

"Sira! I need help!" She moaned again. 

"Oo naman! Ako pa ba? Game na? Intayin mo 'ko?" hirit ko pa.

"Sira ulo! Tulungan mo ako, naipit yung buhok ko sa zipper ng damit ko. Puntahan mo ako please? Nasa powder room ako."

Agad akong lumakad mula sa catering area papunta sa powder room. 

Pumasok ako sa loob at nakita siyang nakatayo sa harap ng malaking salamin.

"Hindi ka man lang kumatok sa pinto para malaman mo kung disente ba ang suot ko, o kung may ibang babae dito sa loob?" reklamo ni Jackie sa akin dahil dumirecho ako sa loob ng kuwarto.

"Alam kong walang mga girls dito dahil hindi pa sila nagdadatingan." Sagot ko at ni-lock ang powder room. "At saka bakit pa ako kakatok para malaman ko kung disente ba ang suot mo eh makikita ko rin naman yan after a few years, diba?" I teased her, as I ogled at her appearance. 

Half of her back was revealed from the cocktail dress and I saw her soft skin. Nakadikit ang ilang hibla ng buhok niya sa kaniyang likod dahil sa pawis, kahait naka- aircon. Marahil ay kanina pa niya sinusubukan hilahin pababa ang zipper ng cocktail dress na sobrang fit sa kaniyang katawan.

Napabuntong hininga ako. Naalala ko na sinamahan ko si Jackie sa boutique ni Rori upang sukatan si Jackie for this event. I overheard them talking about the rare items that Jackie's brother found in one of his treasure hunting trips in Visayas. 

Humingi ng tulong si Jackie na ipa-auction ang mga ito, lalo na dahil naghahanda kasi ang kaniyang kapatid sa kasal nito. Rori was the head of the program committee for their high school homecoming, and she agreed to include the auction in the program. This was why the invitation to the alumni would be extended to those who would be interested in the rare items that Jackie's brother found. 

Habang nagpapasukat ng cocktail dresses ang mga magbabarkadang sina Jackie, Pinkie, Tanya, Rainbow, Pinkie sa mga staff ni Rori ay narinig ko ang mga chismisan ng mga ito. Meron daw mga collectors na bachelors ang dadating sa event at interesado sa auction kaya dapat daw mag-shine si Jackie.

"I will send a make-up artist for you at home, Jack! You have to be fabulous! Malay mo, nandoon na ang 'the one'." I remembered Rori saying while they stepped out of the fitting room. 

"Ehem," singit ko at tumayo na sa Cleopatra sofa sa boutique ni Rori. "Sinong 'the one'? Ako? " Sinalubong ko sila at dumikit na kay Jackie.

"Asus! Selos ka naman, Malik. Ikaw ang platonic na 'the one' ni Jackie. Ang 'the one' na tinutukoy namin eh yung pang 'erotic... steamy... pornographic level'. So, hindi ikaw yun." Best friends kayo, diba?" Nakangiting paliwanag ni Pinkie, tila nanunudyo sa akin. Parang may ipinapapahiwatig. 

"Sis-in-law! Yung bibig mo talaga. Isusumbong kita kay Macu!" Banta ko.

Natawa si Pinkie sa akin. "Tayo-tayo lang naman ah?" aniya.

Inakbayan ko si Jackie. I couldn't stop feeling possessive because I felt like my sisters-in-law Pinkie, Tanya, and Rainbow had been planning to set up Jackie to have blind dates. "I''m the only one diba, Beshy?"

Tanya crossed her arms. "Oo, 'the one' ka nga ni Jackie-- the one' na pampagulo sa plano namin na makahanap na siya ng lalaking magmamahal sa kaniya ng wagas."  She commented. 

"Pampagulo ang tingin mo sa akin, sis-in-law?" I hugged Jackie as I spoke to Tanya.

Napatawa at iling na lang si Tanya sa akin. "Hay, Malik!"

Hinarap ko si Jackie sa akin. "Beshy, hindi pa ba sapat yung wagas kong pagmamahal sa'yo?"

"It's not enough that you have wagas na pagmamahal, okay?" Rainbow said. "Syempre, kailangan din  ni Jackie ng exclusivity at... s*x,  ok ka lang? Kaong na yan!" Tinuro ni Rainbow ang bandang baba ni Jackie na ikinamula ni Jackie. 

"Sobra kayo!" Komento ni Jackie na nae-eskandalo na sa mga sinasabi ng kaniyang mga kaibigan. 

"Jackie, umalis na ta'yo dito. Huwag kang makikinig sa kanila. Mga polluted na sila! Baka mahawa ka." Singit ko at tinakpan ang tenga ni Jackie. 

"Hello, she's already 28 years old! " Sagot ni Rori. "Ako nga I used to be a dalagang Filipina. Ngayon, I don't think that way na. Slight na lang... for Jackie's sake."

"May point naman silang lahat, Beshy." Sumang-ayon si Jackie at tila kinukumbinsi ako. "Parang panahon na din naman, diba? I'm 28 years old." Ngumiti siya ng pagkatamis-tamis. 

Pilya! Sa isip ko. Dapat, sa akin ka lang ganyan, Beshy! Arrrgh!

At dahil hindi ako mapalagay, hindi din ako nakatiis. I needed to hear from Jackie's soft, luscious, and red lips that  she was just joking-- that she would not dare explore or date anyone, or hell, I'll  show her who she belonged to the moment I laid my eyes on her! Foder!

Mas lalo akong hindi nakuntento. Niyugyog ko si Jackie. " Tell me that you're just joking!"

"Ano ka ba, Malik?" inalis ni Jackie ang mga kamay ko sa braso niya. "Para kang bata diyan! Pagbigyan mo na ako. Susubukan ko lang sa homecoming kung may pag-asa pa ako!"

"Talaga lang ah? Yang manang mong yan? Tingnan ko lang kung makaabot sa second base yung lalaki sa'yo!" Hamon ko. 

"Malay mo!" Tugon naman ni Jackie at kinuha na ang shoulder bag niya sa akin. "Tara na nga!" Aya niya sa akin, bago nagpaalam sa mga kaibigan namin. 

Paglabas naming dalawa sa boutique ni Rori ay agad kong kinuha ang kamay ni Jackie upang makipag-holding hads. I squeezed it a bit.

"Beshy, kung s*x lang naman ang kailangan mo, bakit di na lang kaya ako? I can guide you."  Alok ko. I was serious when I said that, but damn it! What was I thinking? She's my Beshy! She's untouchable.

Natawa si Jackie. "Wow! Parang nag-offer ka lang ng training sa badminton ah? Ganon ka-casual?" 

I pretended to laugh about it. "Pero  kasi yang mga kaibigan mo, binibigyan ka ng idea na parang you just throw yourself out there, and give yourself to a random guy."

Napatawa siya. "Kilala mo naman ang mga iyon, Beshy. Sinasabi lang nila sa akin yon, pero hindi nila hahayaan may masamang mangyari sa akin."

"Lalo na ako! Hindi ko hahayaang may mangyaring masama sa'yo. Kakaliskisan ko muna ng buhay yang mga lalaking magkaka-interes sa'yo!" I said it with so much fervor that I ever wanted to reveal to her. 

Napatigil sa paglalakad si Jackie at humarap sa akin. "Bakit ba mashado kang passionate sa bagay na yan? Hindi ba dapat ang una muna natin dapat gawin ay magtanong kung may magkaka-interes pa ba sa akin?" She presenred herself to me as if she was a thing for selling. "Susme! Nalosyang na nga ako sa pagiging Chef ng Gustoso, pag-aasikaso sa lola at mga kapatid ko, tapos may big beshy baby pa akong inaalagan. Hagardo Versoza na'ko! Sa tingin mo may magkakagusto pa sa akin, ha? Shado kang naga-alala diyan."

I was torn between telling her how hot and f0ckable she is or to let her think she isn't, so she won't even entertain the thought of flirting with men during the event or anytime for as long as I live.

***

Maybe I am being selfish to let her think less of herself, because of my greediness and jealousy-- and because I want her for myself only. But, what can I do? I've been trying to go past being in the friendzone, but everytime I attempt to do so , I feel  afraid to take the risk of losing her in if things don't go well. Damn it!

"Malik Pontes, hindi ako nagbibiro. Tulungan mo ako dito." Banta niya habang nahihirapan abutin ng kaniyang kamay ang zipper sa likod ng damit niya. Lumapit na ako sa kaniya at pinagmasdan siya sa harap ng salamin. She looked exquisite, and she did not even realized it. I know she didn't. I was sure of it because for the eight years we've been together, she was not one to assume. She was too humble, too simple, too pure for that.

I heaved a heavy sigh just thinking about all those qualities that I loved about her, and that I hoped not many men would appreciate so they would stay the f0ck away from her!

"Bakit kasi yan ang sinuot mong cocktail dress. Parang corset at fit na fit yung skirt." Reklamo ko. "Baka hindi ka pa nga makahinga dito." I tried to dessuade her from wearing this piece of s**t that enhances her voluptous body.

"Mamaya ka na manermon. Alisin mo yung naipit na buhok ko at itaas mo yung zipper para sumarado." Pakiusap niya.

Habang nasa likod niya ako ay inisa isa kong tanggalin ang mga strand ng buhok niya na naipit sa zipper ng suot niyang corset na blouse. My eyes caught her abundant cleavage and I liked it--- for my own viewing only.

"Wala bang pang cover dyan sa dede ng cow ko? Naka-expose ba talaga yan?" pinilit kong ikubli yung inis ko sa suot niya.

"Tse! Dede ng cow ka dyan! Ganito talaga ang corset. It enhances my chest and makes my waist slim. Ang ganda diba?"

"Oo, maganda kung ako lang ang makakakita ng pisngi ng cleavage mo. Kaso, Beshy, naguumapaw siilang dalawa! Kailangan ba talaga paapawin mo sila lalo? May contest ba ng boobs ngayon dito sa alumni niyo?" mainit na ang ulo ko at pinapahalata ko kay Beshy sa pamamagitan ng pagtatanong. 

Sana makuha ng babaeng ito ang ibig kong sabihin.

"Nakakairta ka Malik, ah! I-zipper mo na yan at lumabas ka na. Baka maabutan ka pa ng ibang girls dito." Sagot niya sa akin.

"Wag kang lalabas na nakaganyan ah?" Naiinis kong sabi. 

"Ang point nga nito eh para maka-catch ng attention ng mga suitable bachelors! Char!" Sabi niya habang inaantabayan niyang mahila ang buhok niya papalayo sa zipper ng corsette niya.

Ewan ko ba, pero umiinit lalo ang ulo ko pag ang pinaguusapan namin ay yung naghahanap siya ng lalaki makakapansin sa kaniya. Bakit kailangan magpapansin sa ibang lalaki? Nandito naman ako. Naghahanap pa din siya ng magiging boyfriend? Lalo tuloy umiinit ang ulo ko  na nakikita ko siya ng ganito, naguumapaw yung boobs, fit na fit sa hubog nga katawan niya yung suot niya, tapos ang ganda ganda, ganda, ganda pa niya! 

Foder! This is driving me insane that I just want to shake her para matauhan siya at tumigil na sa plano niya dahil... dahil nagseselos ako! 

F*dge! I don't give a f*ck! She's mine! And to prove my point, without a word, I turned her to face me, and kissed her senselessly. I was so infuriated that I need to let out all my emotions for her or I would burst and wreck this room.

I nudged my tongue to enter her lips. She said a muffled word I didn't care to listen nor understand.  As soon as her mouth opened, I slipped my tongue inside and tasted her. 

Fock, it was so sweet! I suddenly remember what my mother... my Mae... told me about kissing the one you love. 

Slowly, I felt her give in and responded to my kiss as if she was trying to copy how I was kissing her.

Naalala kong wala pang nakakahalik sa kaniya ng ganito kungdi ako. I felt a sense of pride as my inner self wanted to scream, "Mine!"

I didn't want to disengage so I unzipped her corsete and exposed her bountiful chest. I waited for her to protest, but she was just heaving fast which tempted me more to own each part of her starting from her generous bosom.

I heard her whimper as I gently bit one tip, but felt her come forward as if she wanted more.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the locked door. Ang hirap kumawala sa trance na iyon, but I pulled myself away from her. I saw her with dreamy eyes and was catching her breath, while it seemed she was feeling weak with what we did.

"Huwag ka maghahanap ng boyfriend sa labas." I bitterly instructed.

"Ha?" Tila na-confuse siya.

"Basta! Mag-uusap tayo after this event, okay?" I said and cupped her face once again, and squeezed one of her twins. "Gatinha, please?" Pakiusap ko dahil hindi ko mapaliwanag yung ginawa ako, at tila ako din ay parang nanghina sa ginawa ko, lalo na dahil kinailangan ko ng lakas para pigilan ang sarili ko. "Turn your back," I instructed and she weakly followed while her face turned Red. I zipped her corsete and placed her long hair on one side of her shoulder. I licked and kissed the nape of her neck towards her ear. "Meu amor... please stay by my side?" I looked at her from the mirror as she watched me.