I couldn't believe my eyes. Tanya was here in this fortress! Now it was not only our son and myself whom I have to save, but I have to save Tanya, too!
I have to save my whole family! Suddenly, I felt like I'm the most helpless human being on earth. It felt like being buried alive, six feet under, and I couldn't do anything about it. I felt suppressed and helpless. I felt so frustrated and powerless.
My family was in trouble, and the painful part was that I felt powerless to save them, as I was also trapped here.
"How do I save my family now?" I asked myself suddenly afraid, unprepared, and helpless. "I have to save my family, but how? How do I save them when I am also trapped here? Mae, pls pray for us to the Almighty Father..." my mind whispered to the heavens.
There was chaos inside
