5:30 AM. I woke up and reached the other side of the bed, only to realize that Tanya wasn't there. I got apprehensive and quickly stood up, not minding if I didn't wear anything to cover myself.
What if something happened to her? What if someone took her while I was sleeping? I don't know what I will do! I might just go crazy especially now that I've known what it feels like to love someone. I used to think that Papai was weak that he would commit suicide when my Mae passed away. But now that I am actually loving someone more than I love myself, I finally understood what it feels like to love someone and hold her so close to your heart as if she could be your sole reason for living, or she might just be your whole world. Losing her would be unimaginable and painful.
I immediately walked
