Hannah's POV
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To @Chrstnlrdll:Â
Where r u? Your mom texted me you didn't come home.
To @Chrstnlrdll:Â
Reply asap where r u.
To @Chrstnlrdll:Â
Why aren't you replying??
[ Telegram ]
To Christian:Â
Your mom is looking for you.
To Christian:
Christian, I'm worried.Â
I stop texting him when our professor came.
I didn't focus that much on the discussion of my prof. Coz' he's just sharing something about his life.
After my class wala paring reply from Christian.Â
[ Message ]
From Tita Mommy:Â
Baby girl Christian is home he looks so tired e.
Nagmadali akong umuwi just to see him.
" Why didn't you reply? "Â nakapout kong tanong sakanya at binatukan siya paglabas niya ng bathroom at halang kaliligo lang.
" Sorry, naiwan ko phone kay Sophia "
" Sophia? so you are with Sophia the whole night that's why you didn't come home? "Â I raised one of my eyebrows.
" Yeah, Lt nga niya "Â he chuckled.
" Aw, Why are you with her? What did you do? "Â I don't really wanna know why because I might get hurt by the answer but I know he's not like that and I'm curious.
" We just chill in her dorm "Â he replied.
" What kind of chill? "Â seryoso kong tanong sakanya he just looked at me.
" you don't need to know "Â he patted my head at lumabas ng kwarto niya.
FUCK! curiosity kills!!!Â
I don't know what to do Sunday na ngayon at wala kaming pasok and wala din naman si Kuya Christian, last kami nag-usap I think mga last Tuesday pa and hindi na rin niya ako ina-update kung saan siya pumupunta. Unlike before na every single day nauupdate siya. I know I don't have any rights to get mad kasi we're not together naman and the only thing I know is that we both like each other actually hindi ko alam kung gusto niya din ba ako pero I can feel it basta ewan ko sobrang gulo.Â
I decided to visit him in their house kaso wala siya nagpunta daw sa DFM bar I don't why he's always there naiinis na ako! I don't have any friends to be with so sa buong week mag-isa lang ako.Â
nagcommute ako papuntang DFM Bar. I don't drive cars kahit na may BMW, Ferrari F60, at Urus sa house na hindi naman nagagamit kasi laging wala sila mommy and daddy atsaka I don't wanna use them kasi naman I can't drive a car.
I look around at the bar and everyone is wild and tipsy gosh! I really hate this!!!I just decided to find Christian but as soon as I saw him I was shocked.
He looks so messed while kissing Sophia someone suddenly grabs my hand at nilabas ako sa bar.
I'm so shocked about what I saw and I didn't even notice that tears kept on falling on my eyes.
" Are you okay? "Â he asked kahit na puno ng luha ang mata ko I can see how worried he is.
" Hey Lady! are you okay? "Â ramdam ko sa boses niya ang galit hindi ko alam kung para saan pero galit siya.
" mukha ba 'kong okay? "Â sarcastic kong tanong sakanya.
" uuwi na'ko "Â pagpapaalam ko at pinunasan ang mga luha ko.
" I'll take you home "
" kaya kong umuwi! "
" f**k!! GET IN! "Â sigaw niya gamit ang malamig na boses niya I don't have any choice kung hindi ang sumakay sa sasakyan niya.
Fudge lang kasi akala ko gusto niya rin ako, akala ko may nararamdaman din siya sakin, akala ko mahal niya din ako kagaya ng nararamdaman ko sakanya, akala ko lang pala lahat. Napaka assumera ko sa part na akala ko gusto rin ako ng bestfriend ko. Fudge! kasalanan ko din naman kasi umasa ako pero shia! yung makita siyang may kahalikang iba. Sobrang sakit ng pakiramdam ko para sinasaksak ang puso ko tuwing naaalala ko siya.
Axel gave me his handkerchief pero nakatuon parin ang mga mata sa daan. sobrang seryoso ng mukha.Â
" I'll stay with you "Â anas niya
" Ha? wag na thank you nalang "
" I can't leave you like this, GAGO you are so messed "
" I'm fine nga!! "
" Wag kang sinungaling tara pasok "Â fudge feeling niya ata bahay niya ang house ko at nauna pa saking pumasok.
" House mo? "Â sarcastic kong tanong sakanya kasi mas nauna pa siyang pumasok ng house ko kesa sakin pinapasok siya ng mga yaya na kasama ko dito.
" Hala gusto mo sa bahay ko? bawal pa next time nalang strict parents ko. "Â he chuckled at halatang nangaasar I smiled a little and saw him staring at me.
" crazy, "Â I whispered, napansin ko namang nakatingin pa rin siya sakin.Â
" WHAT?! "Â I raised one of my brows.Â
" Moody mo naman, kanina umaiiyak ka tapos ngayon ngingiti. "
I rolled my eyes at him.
" Wag ka masyado ngumiti baka mafall ka tapos umasa ka ulit ayoko mabansagan ng DAKILANG PAASA. Hanggang chic boy lang nickname ko boi. "Â he's really different from my impression to him kasi he looks so serious pero may tinatagong kaharutan din pala buti nalang he's like that at least he made me a little happy.
" Tubig gusto mo? "Â tanong niya sakin umiling naman ako.
" Sige kuha nalang ako para sakin. "Â tumayo siya para kumuha ng tubig sa may kusina medyo natagalan siya kasi naman medyo malaki ang bahay namin at malayo ang kusina sa sofa.
" Feel at home ka no? "Â irita kong tanong sakanya.
" Sinasanay ko na sarili ko baka in the future tayo pala magkatuluyan. Oh diba advance ako mag isip "Â I chuckled a bit coz' I know that he's joking just to make me feel okay.
" Ayos kana? iyakin ka naman. masakit ba masaktan ng umaasa? "Â tanong niya FUDGE!!! bakit kailangan niya pang itanong yan hindi ba halata.
" Try mo "Â I rolled my eyes
" Yoko, sayang oras dami naman iba diyan "
" So sayang oras lang ang magmahal?have you ever like someone? "Â curious kong tanong sakanya.
" Siyempre naman. gago, Kahit alien nagmamahal na ngayon, ako pa kayo. "
" what did you do? "Â I curiously asked
" naranasan ko na magmahal pero hindi mabroken hearted. "Â natatawa niyang sagot
" yabang, chicboy kasi "Â bulong ko
" at least ine-entertain ko lahat ng babae, di katulad nung crush mo pinapaasa ka sa wala "Â he chuckled. I just rolled my eyes to himÂ
" mauna na'ko "Â pagpapaalam niya
" hayaan mo yung gagong yun, ganda ganda mo sinasaktan mo sarili mo para sakanya madami pang mas gwapo sakanya malay mo nasa harapan mo lang pala yung taong magpapaligaya sayo "Â natatawa niyang sabi at tumalikod napailing nalang ako sakanyaÂ
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* two message from @Chrstnlrdll *
From @Chrstnlrdll:
hru? nandito nako sa bahay hinahanap mo daw ako kanina sabi ni mommy. wru?
From @Chrstnlrdll:Â
message me if okay ka lang.
From @Chrstnlrdll:Â
Sup?? I'm worried
I didn't reply to him kasi I want to calm my mind. Axel is right marami pang lalaki diyan pero siya lang yung gusto ko eh. ano ba yan tangina naman!
I have to do something! I know he likes me too pero hindi niya pa inaamin.Â