Hannah's POV
I woke up early in the morning just check if Axel already replied on my message but he still didn't he didn't even read it yet.
Does he think I care about him? Epal kasi bigla bigla nagagalit without even saying what's the problem.
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To @Axel_Brent:Â
Morning, r u busy?
Soo epal talaga! Bahala siya sa buhay niya.
I was so bored in our class and hindi rin ako makapagfocus na lesson namin because of Axel it's not that I'm thinking about him pero kasi naiiritate ako bigla bigla nalang siyang hindi nagpaparamdam na ganyan actually I don't really care naman pero kasi ewan ko basta!
I'm alone here at the bench well I'm already used to it since ever since I started going to school ako lang lagi mag isa and I don't need friends to be with me wag nalang din kung iiwan lang naman nila ako.
Also, some people just wanna get along with me because of my family background I can't feel their sincerity that they want to be my friend.
I tried to eat something pero wala talaga akong gana.
" Hi, pwede maki-upo? "Â tumingin naman ako sa paligid ko and madaming benches na available pero bakit gusto niya makishare sakin
Before ako makapagsalita linapag niya na ang pagkain niya at umupo sa may harapan ko
" kamusta kayo ni repa ko? "Â tanong niya at kumagat sa sandwhich na hawak niya
" ok lang, "
" talaga? Kaya pala lakas uminom kagabi kasi okay kayo "Â he chuckled
So lasing siya kagabi kaya hindi nagreply? Bakit hindi man lang nagsabi? Kahit nagreply man lang sana na iinom siya edi di ako naiiritate ngayon.
" he's drunk? "Â I raised one of my eyebrows
" ulit ulit? Binge tayo teh ghorl?? "Â magkaibigan nga sila ni Axel parehas na walang kwenta sumagot
" you guys are really friends "Â bulong ko
" hindi ah! Pinaplastic lang talaga namin isa't isa "Â natatawa niyang sabi obviously joking. Napa-iling nalang ako sakanya
" kaya naman pala mahal ka kasi cute mo "Â natatawa niyang sabi
" Do you like me? "Â coz' he sounded like he likes me
" ay naku po!!! Kapal ng mukha natin ah, ganda ka pero sorry, di ako mahilig sa conyo at mayaman. kasakit kaya english englishin potcha"
" pero alam mo, ako. di kita gusto, pero yung kaibigan ko gustong gusto ka."
" tsk, parehas kayo ng friend mo na malandi "
" hala? Baka siya lang, study first ako alam mo naman mga gwapong katulad ko dapat matalino din "Â so kapal ng mukha
Akmang aalis na siya at tinanong ko ang pangalan niya. Honestly I forgot his name.
"Â what's your name again? "Â tanong ko
" hay putcha kanina pa tayo magka-usap di mo pala alam pangalan ko "Â gulat niya sabi
" Christian Justin Ferrer, IN SHORT CJ THE GREAT nalang "Â tumango tango naman ako sakanya
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To @Axel_Brent:Â
I saw your friend earlier the one who so loud he said you drink daw
To @Axel_Brent:Â
Did you drink?
To @Axel_Brent:Â
Do you have problem with me ba? Kasi naiiritate na ako.
It's been a week ever since I had my last convo with Axel I don't know what's his trip pero hindi nakakatawa
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I tried to scroll through my IG. I saw Sophia's post holding Kuya Christian's hand and smiling so brightly. How I wish thas was me the he's holding.
*@Zentcoops followed youÂ
*@Kayns followed youÂ
*@Magui followed youÂ
*@Chrtnjusfrr
*@Adrnsntg
Why are they following me? Before nagcocomment lang sila sa post ko without following me pero ngayon finollow nila ako.
*You posted a new picture*
It was a picture of me captured in my full body mirror wearing a red fitted dress
The only one that made me happy is the package of clothes that I bought from Korea last month and ngayon lang sila na-delivered. I remember pa I asked Kuya Christian to choose if red dress ba kukunin or white then he chose red.
I saw his friend nanaman commenting in my photo. Hays.
@Adrnsntg: @Axel_Brent
@Magui: sexy mo daw diyan sabi ni Master
@Chrtnjusfrr: sIz PwEdE I-rEnt YaN sAYu???? HiHiHi
@Zentcoops: @Axel_Brent ano sabi mo? Ganda niya? Sexy pa? Sarap jowain?
@Kayns: captain @Axel_Brent jowa mo sabi mo miss mo na.
Napa-iling nalang ako sakanila kasi halata naman na pinagtritripan nila si Axel I just don't know why.
Biglang nalang tumunog ang phone ko kaya bigla bigla ko itong kinuha akala ko it was a message from Axel but it was from Kuya Christian
From @_Chrtn:Â
My mom ask you to eat with us if it's okay and if you are not busy.
From @_Chrtn:Â
Can you come? I'll pick you up don't worry.
I don't know what to reply but since it was his mom who invited me I can't say no.
To @_Chrtn:Â
What time?
From @_Chrtn:Â
Dinner time around 7 p.m
To @_Chrtn:Â
Ok
I don't know but I don't feel the same excitement meeting him like before maybe because it's been a long time since we last met each other. But I think that excitement would come back after I meet him tonight.
Were here in their house tita Chia cooked my favorite sisig,liempo, and barbecue Axel's favorite.
" so how's 2nd year life? Bihira ka nalang pumunta dito akala namin nagaway kayo nitong si Christian "Â natatawa niyang sabi it was just me,Kuya Christian and tita Chia, Kuya Christian's mom
" I just became busy with studies po I think same din naman po kay Kuya Christian "
" oo, sobrang busy nga niyan laging wala dito sa bahay. "
" alam mo ba lagi niya kinukwento na miss ka na daw niya "
" ma! "Â pag suway ni Kuya Christian kay Tita I gave her tipid smileÂ
" sorry about mom earlier he doesn't know you already have a boyfriend "Â he said while driving me back home
" it's fine, tita is so energetic parin "Â I chuckled
" how's your relationship with Axel? "
Why is he asking about it? I mean it's just fine but I feel awkward
" it's great, we're doing great "
" Just be careful with him, he's that type of guy who don't take girls seriously "Â napatango nalang ako sakanya
If I just didn't saw Axel kissing some girl and talking about making out before we he gave me a ride I would think he's such a nice guy and he's the type of guy who takes girl seriously.
But I can say and I can prove that he's a nice person regardless of him being a player.
" yeah I know, I can feel naman how much he loves me so no need to worry "
" you know, I miss good old days,"Â he said
" when you still don't have a boyfriend and I still don't have a girlfriend "
" if you just chose me edi sana hindi tayo ganito ngayon " bulong ko
" what?! "Â gulat niyang tanong
" huh? Nothing. "Â pagpapalusot ko tumango tango naman siya
But I felt something different before I am really excited to meet him every single day pero ngayon I just want to go home and rest. I don't really know why. Hays, I don't know what I feel anymore.
" good night "Â he said ng makababa na ako ng car niya
" same to you "Â I replied and naglakad na papasok sa loob ng house
I check one more time kung nagreply na ba si Axel pero hindi parin and I think wala na siyang balak magreply.
" WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! "Â gulat kong tanong sakanya