Up... Down... Up... Down... I feel like I am riding a wave. My entire body is heavier than I remember and I can't seem to figure out which part is which as I continue to float with the wave... up... down... up... down. In... Out... In... Out... Now I am the wave, nearing the shore, touching then going, trying to reach it and stay. I'm in it then I'm out of it. My consciousness keeps slipping through my fingers like sand on the beach that I long to be. Jay... That's him on the beach, holding his hand out to me. I have to get to him. I have to reach him. I have to fight. Up... Down... Up... Down... Fight, Naveah! In... Out... In... Out... God damn it, Naveah! You have to fight if you ever want to see Jay again! Up... Up... Up... In... In... In... I finally manage to stay on top o

