ZEPHYR NYX WARNING ⚠️ (R🔞) WE'VE been here in my grandparents rest house for almost three weeks now. Yes, three weeks instead of one week. Dahil gusto kung makasama si trace ng matagal bago ko s'ya iwan. And thinking about hurting him kapag nakabalik na kami sa pilipinas is like killing him and me as well. Even though I don't want to leave him, I can't do anything because this is the only way for him to forget me. Masakit isipin, pero ito lang ang magagawa ko for him. I love him but I think keeping him with me is a selfish decision. Ayuko s'yang masaktan kapag nalaman niya ang totoo dahil alam kung mahal na mahal n'ya ako. Kaya habang maaga pa mas mabuting putulin ko na ang meron kaming dalawa. We've been together for more than a month now, siguro naman madali lang niya akong makakal

