Day 20 TIARA SOMETIMES you'll ask God why he gave you things you never expected to happen to you. Some things that your young heart never understands. But they always say that God won't give you this if you can't handle it. Is dying included on that one? I wanted to live. I really do, but life won't let me. For half of my life, I'd been battling Cancer. I test all kinds of tests and drink all types of medicine. Even many different operations and chemo were all the same on me, and they are not responding. Maybe when I was in high school, it stopped spreading and said I was already cured. But after three years it came back and more active than before. I already lost so many friends in the hospital I visited, like the hair that I was slowly losing. I was okay with it, dying. But now

