E L I N N E T H
Hawak ko lang ang kamay ni dad, umaasa ako na gigising na siya.
"Ate lalabas kami ni Thalia para kumain, what do you like?"
"Anything."
Nagpaalam na sila sa akin na lalabas na sila, tumango lang ako without looking them.
Nung naramdaman kong wala na sila Trina, I tried to talk dad baka nakikinig siya.
"Dad, please wake up." I said I started sobbing. "You don't deserve this kind of pain, you didn't do anything."
I wish his listening.
"I know your blaming yourself sa nangyari sa amin ni Axel, wala kayong kasalanan. Its my fault because I choose to hide my secret to him. Nagawa ko yun dahil alam kong masasaktan siya, I don't want to double the pain his carrying right now kakawala lang ng dad niya."
Patuloy parin pumapatak ang luha ko.
"Alam mo dad, hindi ako na ngu
