When you trusted the person too much. You don't know how to handle the situations anymore. If you are breaking inside and out.
I can't figure it out how can I fight this. It's traumatic. Hindi ko akalain na ang taong gusto kong makasama ng panghambuhay. Ay siyang sisira sa pagkatao ko. Ay siyang sisira sa tiwala ko sa kanya.
Napaiyak na lamang ako sa sakit ng dibdib ko. It's too much too bare. I can't handle this kind of revelations. Hindi ko akalaing pinagkakaisahan nila ako. I never thought that I could be the miserable woman right now.
Ako lang pala ang walang alam from the start. I was like a toy who can play anyone. Para akong hayop na binitag lang sa maling panahon at oras.
"M-Mom...How could you do this to me?" hirap kong tanong. He just look at me with his prey eyes. Namana ko
