CARA
I walked somberly to the hospital. A wave of conflicting emotions overwhelmed me. Again, I doubted if it was the best decision. Hell, I even doubted if it were even the right one. All I knew was that I needed to get out of that precipice before I will hate myself and lose all self-respect.
Mahal ko si Jaxx, but I was losing myself in him too soon. I did not want to loathe myself because I wanted to continue to love him. Any self-respecting woman should put herself first. She should honor her aspirations and the promises she made to herself. She has to be whole to be able to give herself wholly.
Right now I was a broken girl who cannot seem to fix herself because she could not forgive herself. There is no way around this. I have to be strong. I have to let him go to find
