Ang Prinsesang Nerd at Ang Heartthrob Prince

Chapter 11

Rhian's POV

Isang linggo na ang nakalipas at hindi pa rin ako pinapansin ni Oliver. Ganoon na rin si Lia. Nakikita ko nga silang magkasama at mukhang masaya sila kaya hindi na rin ako lumapit sakanila. Maybe wala na siyang pake sa akin.

"Let's go?" One week ko na ring kasama si Blue. Medyo naiilang ako sakanya pero no choice ako. I don't have anyone to talk to. Tyaka partner ko siya sa isang kantahan ngayon.

Deadline na ng kanta ngayon. Marami rin nangyari sa isang linggong pagsasama naming dalawa. Sinabi ko sakanya anong nararamdaman ko. Na hindi ko na siya mahal at may laman ng iba ang puso ko. Okay lang sa kanya at nagkaroon na rin ng closure ang relationship namin.

Pero nililigawan niya DAW ako ngayon dahil mahal pa DAW niya ako. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang tinanggihan pero ayaw niya.

"Okay class let's have the first couple to sing" pagkasabi ni sir doon tumayo na kami ni Blue. Noong una ayaw niya yung kanta pero napilit ko pa rin siya

Let me love you

By: Ariana Grande

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

I just broke up with my ex

Now I'm out here single, I don't really know what's next

But I aint even trippin' , I'mma chill and sit back

And I know they will be coming from the right and the left, left, left

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I chose this song because I think I can relate on some parts. Feeling ko kasi connected ang buhay ko sa kanta na ito. At para bang confession ko na ito sa kanya

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I just broke up with my ex

You're the one I'm feeling as I'm laying on your chest

Good conversation got me holding my breath

And I don't normally say this but

goddamn, you're the best, best, best

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And I want him to know that I already have closure with Blue although he keeps bothering me. I know its a crime falling for your bestfriend's fianceé but I can't help it

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And if it feels right, promise I don't mind

And if it feels right, promise I'll stay here all night

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Look at me Oliver. Tinitignan ko siya habang ako'y kumakanta. Dahil para sayo itong kanta. Alam kong wala kang pakialam sa akin but I'm hoping that you will look to me today.

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As I'm laying on your chest

I'll be out here thinkin' 'bout it, boy, it's just a guess

But somethimg just keeps telling me I'm better than the rest

And I ain't tryna rush you,but goddamn, I'm a mess, mess, mess

And if it feels right, promise I don't mind

And if it feels right, promise I'll stay here all night

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o love you, you

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Hindi siya lumingon sa akin sa pagkakataong ito at syempre masakit para sa akin. Hindi na ako mag-aassume kahit kailan na may pake ka sa akin. Pagkatapos ng kantang ito ako na mismo ang kakalas. Just give me a sign if you look I will continue having this unrequited love if not I will do the right thing.

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I say, girl, you need a hot boy

She say,you need to stop fuckin' with them thots, boy

I say you need a real nigga she said yes Lord

And what you need your ex for, I'm tripple X, Lord

Okay, Ariana my lil' mama,goodbye to the good girl

My ex tripping, it's no Biggie, I 2Pac, shook her

I'm laid up with my new thing

She lay her head on my new chain

Then the mood change

My name change from Lil Wayne to Ooh Wayne

Oh Lord, I'm drowning, I'm gonna need that coast guard

And when it comes to that nigga, I give her amnesia

She just looking for love

She says she single and I'm her feature, oh my God

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Si Blue na ang kumakanta. Maganda ang boses niya. He's almost perfect. They have the same feautures pero hindi sa pakikitungo. I once fall for him maybe I can do it once again. All I need is a sign. Hindi pa rin lumilingon si Oliver. Sana sa huling stanza ng kanta maabot na sayo ang meaning nito

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Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you (she's looking for love)

(I'm looking for love)

She's looking for love

(You're looking for love baby)

Just let me lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-love you, you (she's looking for love)

(I'm looking for love babe)

She's just looking for love

She's just looking for love 

I'mma give her that love

He gon' gimme that love

She's just looking for love

Boy, I'm looking for love, baby

I'mma give her that love

I'mma give her that

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Lahat ng classmates namin ay nagpalakpakan sa performance namin. Masaya sila at maraming nagsasabing maganda ang boses ko. Pero hindi ko siya napasaya at hindi ito naabot sakanya pero nakapikit ito at alam kong naririnig nito. So maybe this is a sign already.

"That was a good performance now let's call for the next couple" nagpalakpan naman ang iba dahil si Oliver at Lia na ang kakanta

I like that

By: Before You Exit

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You've got that smile, you got it all

I know I'm right, you think I'm dead wrong

You've got that face, you've got that laugh

I know you're shy and girl, I like that

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Napatingin ako dahil kay Lia dahil maganda ang boses nito. She will be a perfect wife for Oliver. Baka hindi nga kami ni Oliver. Baka isa lang siya sa lalaking dadaan sa buhay ko

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Can't find a mirror to see what I see in you

But I will follow you until you see it, too

I know I can't help but love everything you do

But you can't see that but girl, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

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Bumilis ang t***k ng puso ko nang siya na ang kumanta. Feel ko ako ang kinakantahan niya. Nakatingin ito sa akin pero ayaw kong mag-assume kaya tumingin ako sa likod ko pero ako lang pala ang nandirito.

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So take my world, just tale it all

I'd cross the earth to break your free fall

I'd run the streets to show you that

I'm so inlove and girl, I like that

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Oliver. Can I be yours?

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Can't find a mirror to see what I see in you

But I will follow you until you see it, too

I know I can't help but love everything you do

But you can't see that and girl I like that

I'll be there when you don't know what you should do

If your heart breaks I'll be there to fix it, too

I know I can't help but love everything you do

But you can't see that and girl I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

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Kumakanta silang dalawa ni Lia. Maganda rin ang blending kumikirot ang puso ko but I need to stop this para maagapan ko pa ang puso ko bago mahulog ito ng sobrang lalim sa kanya

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You got glasses on, I, I like that

Sing this song, I, I like that

Girl it's on, I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I, I, I

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Nang malapit na matapos ang kanta nagkatitigan kami at malungkot ito. I want to ask why? Tatayo na ako para umuwi. Hindi ko na kaya ang bigat

Lumapit ako kay sir at nagpaalam. Agad naman niya akong pinayagan umalis kaya kinuha ko na ang bag ko.

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Can't find a mirror to see what I see in you

But I will follow you until you see it, too

I know I can't help but love everything you do

But you can't see that and girl I like that

I'll be there when you don't know what you should do

If your heart breaks I'll be there to fix it, too

I know I can't help but love everything you do

But you can't see that and girl I like that

But you can't see that and girl I like that

But you can't see that and girl I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

I-I-I, I like that

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･

Nasa pinto na ako ng natapos ang kanta. Saka tumulo ang luhang pinipigilan ko. Marahas ko itong pinunasan baka makita pa nila ito. Lumabas na ako ng gate at naglalakad akong pauwi

Habang naglalakad ako hinayaan ko ng tumulo ang luha ko. May nakita akong park kaya umupo muna ako sa swing. Pinunasan ko na muna ang mga luha ko. Big girls don't cry Rhian.

"Hey. I saw you leaving so I followed you here" bigla akong nanglambot sa boses na iyon

"I'm sorry for avoiding you these week. Don't look at me okay because I will say some stupid things right now" titignan ko sana siya kaso sinabi na niya iyon kaya hindi ko na inabala pang tignan. Nakayuko lang ako

"I was foolish enough to hurt you. I'm aware with your feelings. Rhian. I like you but only as a friend. Remember when I told you 'Loving someone is like loving death itself'? I still love my ex. She called me last night. Gusto niyang makipag-balikan and------" pinutol ko na siya sa sasabihin niya dahil ako dapat ang magsasabi nito sakanya

"I know Oliver. Thank you sa lahat. Pinaramdam mo sa akin na isa kang kaibigan. Pero gusto ko ako ang magsasabi ng mga salitang iyan" pilit ko pa ring pinipigilan ang luha ko.

"Its over. Lets break up the relationship we have"