At that moment, I knew Seymore was the quick fix that I needed. Yet I also discovered Ilay’s stand in my life – he’s my husband. Not a quick fix but a long term-solution. And I didn’t know if I was ready with that fact. All that I knew was, he made me feel everything. More than Seymore did and perhaps more than anyone else.
For that reason, it was both terrifying and marveling. Because in my life, solutions didn’t come easy.
The desire I felt earlier was somehow still there. But it was exactly the uncertainty that had me feeling all those foreign emotions. Hindi ko na itatanggi pa ang rason dahil iyon ang dahilan kung bakit parang may natapong isang kahong puno ng mga karayom sa aking puso.
Fighting the tears brimming my eyes, I looked a
