Day 19
882 Words
Ms. Terry's account
8:45 PM
"Never lose yourself when trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you." –Chitoge Kirisaki (Nisekoi)
Sana Friday na ser
Seen, 8:47 PM
Hel: Right.
Ahm.
May problema ba?
Hel: How do you even notice it
Ahm. Creepy alert gan'on chor hahaha
You can talk to me. Alamoyan ser
Hel: I've been thinking these past few days.
Ano naman po?
Hel: Sabi ko naman din na napapagod na rin ako, T.
Ah.
Hel: I told myself I would give it one last try.
Hel: One. Last. f*****g. Try.
Hel: Kung may maliit na sign, kahit gaano kaliit, na may tsansa, T, kakapit ako.
Hel: Tinawagan niya ako kanina.
Hel: Asking to meet again.
Hel: Sabi ko, last na 'to, Hel Niño.
Hel: If, by chance, she wanted to meet ME, maybe I could try to hold on a little longer.
Hel: But as usual.
Hel: She used me to meet Kuya Hiei.
Hel: Hahahaha.
Hel: I should have known.
Hel Niño
Hel: I should have known.
Hel: But I'm done, T.
!!!?!
Hel: I told her I love her.
Hel: For the 99th time.
Hel: She answered she would never love me and she would only love Kuya Hiei.
Hel: I'm done, T.
Hel: I'm so tired.
Hel: Sobrang pagod na akong masaktan nang paulit-ulit.
Hel: Sobrang pagod na akong magamit.
Hel: I am questioning myself, ganito lang ba pagmamahal ko? Kung mahal ko, bakit ako napagod?
Even the strongest soldier can get tired, too.
It doesn't mean you love her less.
Hel: Sobrang hirap at sobrang sakit na dumating sa ganitong punto.
I know.
Hel: But just like what you've said, I don't want to lose myself any longer, T.
Hel: Ayokong dumating sa punto na maging 'yong pagmamahal ay mawala.
You're letting go?
Hel: Yeah.
You'll find someone better.
I know it.
You deserve it.
Hel: Yeah.
Maybe, your 100th I love you will be your luckiest ever.
Just believe.
Hel: Haha. Yeah.
Do you hate her? Si M?
Hel: Minsan hahaha
Hel: Totoo pala 'yong there's a thin f*****g line between love and hate.
Hel: I love her. God knows how much I do. I've been loving her for years. Courting her for years.
Hel: But I also hate her. Hate her for telling me she loves Kuya Hiei but later on would act like I have a chance.
Hel: I love her that I don't want the hate to override the love. That's why I'm letting go.
Hel: Am I being stupid for feeling this way?
No.
You're being a human.
Hel: Haha.
Hel: Thanks for listening, T.
Hel: Hindi ko pa masabi sa mga barkada ko.
Hel: Baka magpa-fiesta, eh.
Haha!
They don't like M?
Hel: No.
Hel: Lalo na si Ekis beybeh
Ako rin.
Hel: Hmm?
I don't like M.
I don't like her for hurting you.
I don't like her for using you.
Do you know why?
Because I like you, Hel Niño.
Seen, 9:01 PM
I'm not kidding.
I like you.
Hel: Don't let me hurt you like how she did to me, T.
Will you?
Hel: What?
Hurt me? Use me? Lead me on?
Hel: No.
I know what I'm doing, Hel. I'm a big girl already. If I feel like you are just using me to get back on M, I will leave.
If I feel like you are using me to make her jealous, I will walk away without looking back.
If, in the end, you still choose to be with M, I will stop.
But for now, let me like you this way.
Okay?
Hel: What am I going to do with you?!
Hahahahaha!
Hel: Please, don't let me hurt you, T.
Okay.
Ayaw mo na ba akong ka-chat?
Hel: God.
Hel: You know I like talking to you.
Ako rin
Are you uncomfortable knowing that I like you?
Hel: It's not like that, T!
Hel: Ayoko lang isipin na nasasaktan kita.
Hel: Na baka napapaasa kita?
Hel: Na baka hindi ako aware sinasaktan na kita!
You won't.
I believe in you.
You are a good man, Hel.
Alam kong hindi mo gugustuhing manakit ng iba.
Hel: Damn, T.
I like you, Hel Niño.
And I'm not asking you to like me back.
I just want you to see your worth as a person and to finally love someone who will love you as much as you love her.
Hel: Why can I see myself in you?
Maybe because we are the same? Hahaha!
Hel: You deserve someone better.
Maybe you are that someone better though.
Hel: God, T!
Hahahahaha!
Hel: Akala ko ba shy-type ka. Haha.
Ngayon lang 'to, ser
Hel: My God.
Hahahaha!
So
Is it okay?
Hel: Hmm?
For me to stay?
To keep on liking you?
Hel: Fine.
Hel: Just
Just what?
Hel: Just don't break your heart while trying to get mine, okay?
Yes, Sir!
Hel: At ease, soldier
Hahaha!
Thank you, Hel.
Hel: No.
Hel: Thank you.
Break a leg!
Hel: Yeah.
Hel: Not my heart.
Hel: Break a leg, soldier.
Yes, sir!
Seen, 9:31 PM
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11:04 PM
Hel Delgado
45 mins ago
"Never lose yourself when trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you." –Chitoge Kirisaki (Nisekoi)
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Wade Yozon: Natauhan na ba si Basted King? Hahahaha! PERO CHITOGE PA RIN MGA ULOL BEST GORL
Sai Chen: Parang nanonood talaga ng anime, ah.
Ms. Terry: Kaya mo 'yan, ser! I will support you
| Hel Delgado: May hidden agenda ka lang, eh. Hahaha!
| Ms. Terry: Hehehe
| Wade Yozon: Pero kami hindi nire-reply-an! Magsolian na tayo ng kandila! Pero pagpatuloy mo lang 'yan, Ms. Terry. Boto kami sa 'yo
| Hel Delgado: @Wade Yozon nampota hahaha
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