Affair with him

Chapter 13

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Its been 2 minutes since hinatid ako ni Ashton dito sa suite namin ng anak ko at buti nalang at nakatulog ito kahit wala ako, I showered a bit and after that nilapitan ko ang anak ko at tinabihan ito sa kama

I caress his hair and sighed

"I'm sorry son........If..."

*phone rings*

I read the caller before answering, Its mom

"Yes mom?"

"Anak, si Triton!" sabi nito na umiiyak sa kabilang linya

agad akong ginapangan ng kaba sa dibdib

"What about him?did something happen??" sunod sunod kong tanong

"He is.....he is.....he..naaksidente siya kanina"

agad kumabog ng mabilis ang puso ko sa takot....no....nag usap lang kami kanina lang diba?

"What are you saying mom? are you sure its him?" paninigurado ko

"Yes... how I wish it's not him but we are on our way to the hospital right now" she said trying to stiffle a cry

"Okay mom,can you tell me the exact location? I'll be there too"I said then Mom said the location

dali dali akong pumunta sa hospital and i left my son again with his yaya

Pagkarating ko sa hospital nakita ko agad sina mom and dad, may kasama din silang isang pamilyar na lalaki,

agad ko silang nilapitan at niyakap

humagulgol naman si mommy

"shushhh mom everything will be alright, Triton is strong I know he will make it" sabi ko sa nanginginig na labi, I want to cry too but I have to comfort them

Tinignan ko yung lalaki kanina, then I remember he is Triton's friend

Tinignan naman niya ako but his looks like he is angry with me but did not say a thing

Kinakausap naman siya ni Dad but then I tried to talk to him ay umiiwas.

After half an hour a doctor came out of the ER agad itong nilapitan ng kaibigan ni Triton at tinanong kung anong nangyari kay Triton ganun din sina mom and dad

"Thankfully the patient is stable now and he will be transferred to his room" sabi ng Doctor at nakahinga kami ng maluwag

"Thanks doc" sabi ni Dad then may pinag usapan pa sila ng doctor, maya maya ay pumasok na kami sa room ni Triton

muntik na akong mabuwal sa kinakatayuan ko ng makita ko ang itsura niya, umiyak din si mommy habang hawak hawak ang kamay ni Triton,.... kung ano anong nakakabit na tubo sa kanyang katawan at madami din siyang pasa, My tears fell and I cried silently beside him

mom and dad sat on the sofa kaya ako naman ang lumapit kay Triton.....

"Im sorry..... I'm sorry...." lang ang sinasabi ko wala na akong ibang masabi.....i buried my face on the bed

"wala nang magagawa ang sorry mo" I heard a voice beside me, umangat ang ulo ko

"you did this to him kung inintindi mo sana ang nararamdaman niya, hindi to mangyayari sa kanya, you are so selfish" sabi pa nito, and that word struck me

me? selfish?am i really??

"Im sorry....i dont know-"

"lagi ka namang ganyan eh, you act like you dont know, but you always want to torture his feelings, wala siyang ginawa kundi mahalin ka pero ikaw? lagi mo nalang sinasaktan ang kaibigan namin, he waited for you for years......ikaw Lang ang minahal niya, despite the fact that sa mata ng iba magkapatid kayo pero ikaw parin ang minahal niya......he wasted those years loving you........we did everything to help him move on, pero sabi niya I dont want to move on and i dont i will ever move on because my heart belongs only to her" Gelo said to me, like he knew everything na pinag daanan ni Triton, but alam ba nila ang nga pinag daanan ko?...... then he walked away .....

Ang sakit sakit.......ng mga sinabi niyang salita, I dont know that Triton's feeling could hurt this much

I-....i did love him.......and still love him, yes I know napaka selfish ko, sobrang selfish ng ginawa ko, i did not give him his chance.......but I have my reasons...... someday I may be able to say it to them....

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A week has passed and Triton is still unconscious and Ashton still calls me and they also visited just a while ago and umuwi agad sila dahil kailangan daw nila mag out of country for business purposes

"Anak hija, umuwi ka muna kami na ang magbabantay ng dad mo, look at yourself siguradong hindi gugustuhin ni Triton na makita kang ganyan" sabi ni dad

"go home muna hija, get some sleep, eat then rest, you look really worn out" sabi naman ni mom then caress my face, napapikit ako

"And your son needs you too" dagdag naman nito

muntik ko nang makalimutan ang anak ko, dahil pag uwi ko maliligo lang ako at aalis din ulit at halos tumira na ako dito sa hospital

"okay mom I will" sabi ko at nagpaalam sakanila, I kissed Triton's forehead before heading out

"Mommy!!!!!" salubong sakin ng anak ko

Nasa Saphiro's mansion na kami naglalagi ngayon, also mom and dad insisted na dumito kami and I agreed dahil mas mababantayan si Zeus dahil maraming mag aalaga sakanya dito

agad ko naman itong niyakap

napag isip isip ko nung mga nakaraang araw na ipapakilala ko na si Zeus sa daddy niya pag nagising na ito

"Baby? you want to know your dad right?" I asked him

"I already know my dad,...mom" he said to me

napatigil naman ako, what?

"I saw his picture po, isn't he my dad? sabi nito at hinila ako patungong kwarto and it's Triton's room!!!

"Baby? bakit tayo nandito? do we have permission to get inside?" I asked but then he opened the door at hila hila parin niya ako at dali daling tinuro ang picture na nakasabit sa kwartong iyon, I was taken abacke for a moment....

it was a picture of Triton.....with me.....Triton is holding my waist while I was looking at the camera with a bouquet of flowers in my hand which Triton gave me, we are both smiling......This picture was taken nung 20th birthday ni Triton....we look really happy there ...sa picture

"He is my dad right mom??" He said hopefully

"You really look great together, honey, my dad look very handsome and you are very beautiful too, that's why im good looking right mom?" sabay pose pa nito

"H-how...." I dont know what to say

"I look like him, very much" sabi ng anak ko

"And i know he is my dad, I can feel it mom....where is he mom? I want to see him, hug him and kiss him, do you know where he is??I want to ask him also why he is not always with us, does he hate us mom?" sunod sunod na tanong ng anak ko at napahikbi ako agad ko naman pinunasan ang mga luha ko

"Why are you crying mom? Are you hurt somewhere? please dont cry mom...." sabi ng anak ko at hinawakan ang mukha ko

"No baby, I just missed your dad too, do you wanna see him?" tanong ko

"Yes I wanna!!!i love to see him!!!!" sabi nito at nagtatalon

"Okay, go wash up then we will go see your dad" sabi ko

at dali dali naman itong pumunta sa kwarto niya

"Be careful, Zeus! baka madulas ka" sabi ko

I smiled dahil mukhang ang saya saya ng anak ko

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Pagdating namin sa Hospital nagtataka akong tinignan ng anak ko

"why are we here?Is my dad a doctor?" tanong nito

"No baby, its just that....pasok muna tayo para malaman mo, Im really sorry baby if... you'll see your dad like this, forgive mom for all those years na hindi ko pinakilala ang dad mo.....im really sorry" I said to my son in tears

"It's okay honey, I understand...Just dont cry...i hate seeing you cry" sabi pa nito at pinunasan ang luha ko

ngumiti naman ako at pumasok na kami sa loob.

Napatigil naman ako ng makita ang mga kaibigan ni Triton ngunit ngumiti lang ako, lahat naman sila napatingin sa anak ko na tinitignan ang ama niyang nasa bed

"mom? what happened to dad?is he gonna die?" naiiyak na ang anak ko at lumapit ito sa ama niya

Sinundan ko naman siya

narinig ko namang nagbulung bulungan ang mga kaibigan ni Triton

"They have a son? but she did not told Triton, how dare she!" narinig ko pang sabi ng isa

"Shushh baka marinig kayo" narinig ko pang sabi ng isa

"Honey?....will my dad be okay?he will wake up right?" my son said in the verge of tears while holding his dad's hands he look so cute with his teary eyes and pouty lips of his

pinisil ko naman ang pisngi nito

"Your dad will wake up soon" sabi ko naman

"I want to hug dad but im afraid i will hurt him" sabi pa ng anak ko

"Hi dad, I hope you will wake up sooner, I love you dad muah, mommy misses you a lot, dont make my mommy cry dad," he said then kissed his dad's forehead, well nakatuntong si Zeus sa isang upuan upang maabot ang dad niya, I was surprised sa sinabi niya sa Dad niya at nakalahiya dahil narinig pa ng mga kaibigan ni Triton

Lumingon ang anak ko sa mga kaibigan ni Triton at bumaba sa may upuan

"Hi po!! are you dad's friends?"

agad naman nag singiti ang mga kaibigan ni Triton nang lapitan sila ng anak ko

"Yes we are, and what's your name little boy?" sabi nung isa

"I'm Zeus Triton po" magiliw na sagot ng anak ko

Tumingin naman sakin si Gelo nung narinig niya ang Second name ni Zeus

"And what are your names?" Zeus asked

"Im Trevor," sabi ng isang maputing chinito

"Im Vince" sabi naman nung mukhang half spanish na medyo brown ang buhok

"And Im Gelo"

"Can you tell me more about my dad?" sabi ng bata

"Of course" sabi ng mga ito

Nakaupo lamang si Skya sa tabi ni Triton nung tumingin ulit si Gelo sa kanya nung sinabi iyon ng anak niya, umiwas siya ng tingin dahil guilty siya, oo alam niyang inilihim niya sa anak ang katotohanan pero may dahilan siya kung bakit niya iyon ginawa

I looked at Triton and i was surprised when I saw him flickered his eyes

"Triton!!!" sabi ko

"I-....water...." nauutal na sabi nito

agad namang nagsilapitan ang mga kaibigan ni Triton and Gelo called for the doctor

"Daddyy!!!!" sigaw naman ng anak ko at tumahimik kaming lahat dahil tinitigan ito ni Triton

i felt nervous, really nervous

"Daddy, you're awake na, mommy will not cry again when she will miss you....can i hug you daddy???" sunod sunod sabi ng anak ko pero tinitigan lamang nito ang anak ko

agad ko naman itong nilapitan at kinarga

"baby, your daddy is tired right now tsaka nalang pag gumaling na siya" sabi ko, because Triton looked surprised?shock? because we have a son???I dont know....

"Okay Honey" sabi ng anak ko

"Triton....." sabi ko dahil mukhang naguguluhan kung makatingin ito

"Im sorry....kung ngayon ko lang pinakilala...."

"Who are you??".....

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